Seeing the flaws within and taking responsibility

I noticed this morning a discussion in one of the groups I am in. This one person was talking about their problem about energies that are negative and affecting on them in a manner that is devastating. I am not going to go deeper into that issue, but that gave me a thought about separation and how we are in the middle of this outer chaos and how we want to externalize it so often. We might not get into moaning and victimizing but never the less we are trying to externalize that what we create within. (The energies we draw towards.)

There is this universal truth, that which is, that what we allow into our space or to affect us is our external circumstances. So we try to see ourselves as light-workers and healers and only as a light, pure and innocent, we push the dark away. We don’t want to admit that the external energy might be coming from us. It is the energy shown in some way that is saying “look at this within, this is the thing you are not happy about or this you should change.” No we want to assume or even blame that it is this evil spirit or whatever that is bugging us. Because we are light-workers we also assume that we get energy attacks or are more sensitive to sense negativity. We do so much work that we wouldn’t have to face this or we could use even exorcist to get rid of this. We see good and bad, we separate because that is what we are tough to know. If you are good citizen a good human being, you have nothing to do with this evil, but you cannot escape. You are this too, so you have to learn to understand how to work within.  You have to start with a mindful action towards yourself and say STOP. This evil is trying to teach you something. Maybe they are saying you should change your habits, maybe you should learn compassion to yourself and others, maybe it even tells you to forgive your multidimensional self something. Maybe you did something in your past life that you don’t realize or maybe it was one in your bloodline. We are all connected so little light-worker take a look in the mirror and stop running. Stop saying that you are only angel and deny the devil in you. The programs running in us are deeply rooted. Layered they are. Change the thought that bad or evil is outside of you. Start with that today.

Maybe later on you could then understand why this evil is in your presence. Maybe they are not even evil at all. Maybe your guides sent that experience to you so that you could change the course that you are in. Take a look at you situation as a whole. Do not exclude that part of you that is bad, have bad and unhealthy habits, that one who is not taking responsibility of themselves. Look at that side of you with adult in you, with a look of a loving parent and tell that immature self, that it is OK to act like that but now is the time to steer the boat to somewhere else. The old beliefs and old habits are swept away. We are asked to be in the front row, to do the work for others, but if we don’t see the programs and flaws correctly within us to clear and change them, how can we show anything to the rest of the world that follows. So I wish that you LIGHT-WORKER would pay attention to your own matrix flaws, to be forgiving and compassionate to them and willing to accept and surrender to the fact that you TOO ARE evil or bad.

The merrier times are coming. Keep that thought in mind. Take multidimensional aspect into consideration. Do not separate yourself, that time is over. Learn kindness and act accordingly. Much light to your healing day from me, the flawed and broken one! Cosmic Hugs too!!

Release and play with the new

Wow, what a morning has it been and it is only 10:11 am as I am starting with this. So much is coming up right now, mostly very pleasant stuff. And as it suits to this blog I am trying to deliver the message so that it would serve you reader in some way. Today might not be serious like it has been so often, but more to do with playful stuff. As you know my native language is not English so I am not able to deliver all as it is shown to me or as I hear it, but I do my best.

The first thing is the releasing. We have been doing that now for some time. For me it has been releasing very slimy past for about a week. Literally it has been so slimy, that I have though that I am not human anymore. Now that the things are shifting back, I feels so new. It is not just the decease that is leaving the body, but also the mental and spiritual aspect that have shifted too. The body feels lighter in every way, though my tummy is sore like hell. It is like I have done hundreds of  abdominal crunches. Some good about this flu.

The second thing is about releasing our pettiness. Have peace and a moment to see how you are about to respond. Does you respond come from programing? Does it make you feel less, irritated or triggered in any way? Release the resentment/anger/hate in a constructive  way. If someone is trying to trigger the passive aggressive or hateful behavior in you, acknowledge the trigger and find peace before any actions. You can master that. You know what you are, you don’t need to justify or please. Do what is right for you, know what is right way to act for you but try to remind yourself that the other human might not be coming from the same energy level as you are, they might have been triggered themselves earlier on or their might feel fearful for some reason.

The third thing about today seems to be doing with the energies. I am delighted to learn that this time we are in and after all of ascension it is ever much easier to go back in time to collect the good that we have left behind. This goes with the energy and with DNA. So today brings us a good news that we are allowed and free to gather all that is us back to our physical bodies to enhance our future time line.

This was all shown to me this morning, when I was listening to guided meditation. I was able to see the past time line (old meditation) as it was but at the same time I was already creating totally new experience, even more powerful. This has not happened before, so I was exited about the potential and it gave a thought that this could be beneficial to some other energy work areas as well.  As you might know I am all intuitive so I do not question or know how this will continue, but I just know it will. Energy and this method given will find some combination in the future to enhance us to fast track us again.

So I suppose, even this message seems like it is all about me is that I am trying to deliver the message that we should play with the energy more. We should not try to control where it wants to go or how it wants to present us of unfolding things. Just be light-hearted and playful. That is what we are asked to do in this challenging time here now. Try not to worry. Try only love the feeling and the knowing that your love power will guide you through. The guidance will get you where you need to go in a smoother manner than if you try to persist and have it your way. SO PLAY, PLAY! Use your imagination and feelings to create the fairytale of your life. Concentrate on light and good stuff and make the evil and dark energies to go far from your kingdom.

Much love and HUGE cosmic HUG to you all! LOVE YOU!!!

Divine she and he

She became the alchemy he needed. She took her hand on his chest and they breathed together, slowly coming to synchronized pace with each other. They shared a moment and saw the alchemical colors they needed to balance each others energy for this moment. This didn’t took more than just few minutes in Earth time but it felt like a month for them. Their heart rate became calm once again and they both understood that they didn’t need to perform anything to each other or no one else for that matter, They were just dragging down the high energy of love to this Earth so that humanity could do its work 24/7 within every timezone that we live in as humans. They did their small contribution to themselves and for the collective.

This and all other contributions we all do on a daily basis is all what is required. We think so often that we need to perform miracles or huge tasks and shows, but really most often it is these small contributions to each other or the contribution that you do to yourself to heal your issues. You giving up on things that no longer serve you. You become a miracle with these acts. You become a unique part of this shift that needs to happen for the collective. So go on, do your contribution whatever that is, however that is. You are love and you shine that love outwards. Your divine feminine and divine masculine seeks the respect within you. Nurture them both! Encourage the weaker to show up more to become whole again.

You are enough today! You know your truth and your chores to be done. Love yourself that is enough! That is all that he/she asks for.

BALANCE: Receive by grounding but remember to give back too

Nature gives us plenty as in food, as in energy, as in wellbeing. I am about to focus on the energy part here. As we ground ourselves and receive wellbeing end energy to push through or move on with our tasks, we go easily on without questioning or saying thanks to Mother nature. We take it so for granted, sometimes we don’t even realize where the energy came from for the first place, so we will not share or give back. That is Okay, since Mother asks no returns, but we should know that if we only dump our “waste” to Mother we will find out sooner or later that there will be no positive or uplifting or inspiring energy left. I am just trying to point out, that there should be balance in what we do. We should not be too needy, too greedy, too careless. Because by sharing and giving back the good energy too we will learn that this good energy will amplify to nature and to the collective consciousness. So therefore next time you go to ground yourself think about giving back too. Say thank you silently for all the goodness you have received, the inspiration you got out of nature of cosmos. Salute sun like your eternal energy, that is keeping your life force and food supply strong. Remind yourself that without this ecosystem we couldn’t survive here. We are all parts of this. We play our part by giving and receiving. They should be in balance and that is our light-work mission no 1.

Of course there are days when you just have to go and say: Dear God/ Universe just let me receive what I need to survive today, to complete my tasks, for I am not able to give or even share anything. I am just so exhausted. I need those healing “hands” to hold me today. I need to rejuvenate today. Just allow me to rest today and I will prove again that I am able to do my part tomorrow. Allow then yourself to rejuvenate, without shame, without self-importance that your participation is required and therefore the lack of it will delay or harm the future events. Believe that there is always more than just one to complete and do the tasks. This mission will not fall if one falls. Everyone is needed, but no one is that significant that the mission would not be successful without the one. And let me remind you that there is no death to your soul. The energy will continue to do its job and its teamwork even after death. There are people and has always been who can talk and receive messages and guidance from dead people. When we all raise our vibration enough we will all be able to communicate with their spirits. The telepathy is there for all of us.

My message for today is to remember that we cannot only take, because that would make us energy vampires. Give silently. Give to Mother nature. Do not just dump and expect her then heal and be able to digest all that you have dumped. Give your healing to her. Learn to channel some of your universal energy to the core of our Earth. See the benefits on your wellbeing and those around you. See the plants grow and flourish, see the weather become more stable, see the happiness shifting in collective. Believe that you create now what you reap in the future. So do you only want to see the same old negative stuff or do you want to see us all flourish? That is the question of the day. You are able. You are the one making it to happen.

Love and blessings to you and thank you for reading my messages!

There should not be shame upon Earth

Yes I do it and yes we all do it together, unknowingly and knowingly. It is so sad that we don’t realize that by doing so we degenerate our own potential to growth or our collective right to expand our abilities and potential. It is our history and our ancestral inheritance that makes us behave like that. Yet we recognize that we do nothing or worse we become martyrs and victims. We act like we could not change our situation, our potential, our circumstances. We are the ones, we are the change. It is our very own thoughts, our very own ideas that make the wheel to turn.

Then we see the huge task and decide to withdrawn, jump off for comfort, not realizing it is discomfort where the soil is best to growth. It is not fun and games, it is not pool party till the very end. It is lonely road to self discovery. Yes, we can walk aside with someone, but we must know it is our own responsibility to walk the road. This is all so very familiar to all of us, but yet we ignore it most of the time or till it becomes unbearable to bear the life that we live, to see the circumstances we have allowed to come into our life.

From my own experience and from the exchange of thoughts and ideas through social media ( I know I am not the one to write responses but to reflect those conversations within my loud mind) I have learned that all the shame we can bare within or reflect to others can make no change, but it is the inside learning and reflection that will make eventually the shame to disappear. So we have to turn the wheel on our own and this is hard to know, that you cannot give the task to no one else. Everyone has their own wheel to turn and if you are A FOOL to give your own wheel away, to trust someone so much, you are likely to get very disappointed in life. They will only create what is so called best for them, not necessarily best for you. To understand the path to self discovery is to know that we have to bare our own shame, our flaws and to make the change.

There will be time of sensing newness, which will feel like you are left with nothing in life to stand of or for. You are like a plank page on a note book that you just started. Rest in that. Feel that newness and start to smell all the fragrances around and take only what resonates with new you. Be sure as you walk to learn to say NO THANK YOU, for that is the most important phrase after thank you. Learn also to understand that you, me all of us are imperfect. We have made and we will make mistakes. ERROR EST HUMANE! Know this too that you are perfect and you are surrounded the people and circumstances that serve you best. So make mistakes, learn to laugh to your mistakes. Life goes on till your last breath. But for the collective sake do not shame yourself anymore. Do not see only flaws in yourself but see the whole you. See the creator and perfect you as well, the one that intuitively knows where to go and what they need for the next phase on their journey weather that be time off or dervish dance or hectic enthusiasm and passion to work with something or with someone. You are always guided and always presented the perfect solution weather you accept that or not.

The road is not straight, but curvy like that sexy lady. Yes I know how we are nowadays informed that lean lines and low fat percentage in the body is most desirable. That was the metaphoric expression only to make us consider that the most healthiest babies are born from mother that carry little bit for their child too. The body is intelligent, it knows how to survive and how to protect the unborn. Let us honor that nature. Mother Earth knows, the exact and right way to protect the life, by loving the things that cannot be seen. Mother nature also sends her love to all creation for she knows that is all to benefit her children to grow to their fullest potential.

I leave you now for his message has become the lengthiest of all of this blog history. With the message to give up on shame, whenever it lurks into your mind or onto your lips. We are loved and Divine. Everyone has a purpose and time on Earth, honor that and you will live in peace with yourself. LOTS OF LOVING HEALING FOR SHAMING ISSUES!

Thank you for coming to read this post! Bless you!

What I attach my attention to grows

“I maintain relationships that I get strength and energy. What I attach my attention to grows.” These were the two sentences that popped up from the cards that I use to empower myself. So often they draw my attention to very important issues I unknowingly neglect or have a habit to sabotage. If I pick two or more cards the message will be slightly different what it would be if I picked up only one. Like today, these two sentences together makes me think other things than if it was just one.

To me they say that what I see on the other person or how I see our relationship is where it grows. It is not just the first impression but further on we tend to have these perceptions or assumptions that might not be even true. These false perfections grow within the more we feed them. This is so important to realize and stop, because you might lead yourself far worse or you both. We create while we go so we should not think too far ahead, and we should not stick to these first impressions or assumptions because they misguide us. We might even create some unwanted behavior on their behalf if we think negatively about them or their reactions.

Do not fear, cause you create more fear on your life. The more you think that something is wrong with you the more you will experience it. The more you fear that people will attack to you or hate you, the more you will get that. So even if you have no one who likes you or say it straight to you do not let the fear defeat you. Remember that self love is the key how others see you.

It is understandable that if you have had horrible past that it is not easy to let go of those horrors. I know myself. You just have to take steps and encourage yourself. Be happy if you get out of toxic relationship, or if you are finally free from abusive parent etc. Congratulate yourself often. Make it an occasion to dress up in new style, smile to your neighbor, do things that you would do to tell the world that this is great day or happiest day of your life. They might notice and pass on this good feeling that you shared, because they feel sharing too. You don’t have to tell the reason, just be mystic about your happiness for a little. Only share your feeling not the event or your fortune/abundance. World will join you and you create the ripple of happiness that can spread faster than you know.

Thank you for coming together with me today. Bless you! You made me smile. I wish you will now pass this smile on. Thank you!

Powerful people

We get confused about the thing that we should not expect things. This is misleading us to think that we should live in the now moment and just flow. We should learn that by setting boundaries we give signs and expectations to other people. This is just as it should be. We should be strong enough to set boundaries to know what we tolerate.

There will always be people who will do whatever in their power to control and manipulate and if we allow this “mindless”flow within, we allow them to set boundaries and we start to live by their expectations and rules. This world is about power and if you don’t own your own power you will be leaded to what suits someone else. The very reason for you to become “victim” to moan about the injustice.

So in order to have power and healthy boundaries you need to step up and tell the rest of the world about your healthy expectations. It is within that we create the expectations not without or towards someone. Unhealthy expectations towards others are something we should avoid by all cost.

Know yourself and know what makes you happier. Give up on things that weight you down or make you feel less. No matter if it is someone close or a thing. Surrender to knowing that you are perfect and having experiences you need to grow unless you choose to stay stagnant, to settle for something that makes you feel like you are not enough or you should change. Pleasing is giving your power away.

It is natural, when we grow to lean on to peers and to find some set of rules or definitions to help us grow further but we should not cling on to them because by clinging onto we create only new kind of stagnant belief systems and paradigms  that we should avoid in the long run. We should only allow the flow and constant new settings and then let go of them when they no longer serve us. The mindful knowing that some belief or way to act doesn’t serve our growth anymore. This is to understand that moving on can create uncertainty and fear, still we should seek the unknown. We should understand that if we trust enough to our own power and our intuition we will get the teachings and teachers that serve our ascension. We should also understand that letting go or giving up means sometimes what we call losing. Loss is natural process of growth. It is not the loss and lack that we should concentrate but the coming of new that should excite so much that we would not cling onto lack and loss.

It is okay to grieve, that is a process too, but more like process that we allow. We should allow the tidal waves to come and do their work within.

So grow and have your healthy expectations and boundaries. This is how we find people that resonate with us. You push unhealthy relationships out of your space and let healthier new ones to come in. Come from a place of love to yourself! Lots of love from this little soul who writes these messages. Have a blessed day full of pride that you have the power.

Understand that knowledge is not always meant to be shared or timing might be off

I received a message yesterday about two people. I then came to question what I should do with this info. Should I share it with them? Was it just for me for my higher understanding? What is important about this and so on. The questions kept on coming to me? It was a whole day bombarding conciseness about how I should act. Finally I decided  to meditate to calm myself and to connect to my intuition. I immediately knew what was the purpose, how was it meant to be shared or not at all. That knowledge that I received relaxed me and calmed me. I was able to leave the message to be info to myself only.

So often we share info/gossip/perspective/haft truth or what ever come to our knowledge without a thought that what is it for that we came to know about something. This is so important that we would stop before our actions, that we would be mindful about things. Mostly it is our old ways to respond or share whatever that we make, damages others and ourselves. Because once you have said or shared something you can not erase it. For human mind it is luring and tempting not to stay put but to be fast forwarded. To leave sometimes things to unravel by themselves (divine timing) would be much more beneficial to everyone. Human mind only controls, wants to speed things up or think that some knowledge makes someone to change, but this is not so. Or maybe that was so in the old ways, but not anymore.

As we have ascended we have come to understand that what appears to be seen as with visual is only parts of this process. The “train” is moving on and there is a next physical already forming already. So if we need to assist someone, if we need to share or push someone to one direction, we will get the intuitive push to do so. There is always sense of peace and knowing that your actions are to benefit all of those concerned. As for my case this was not to be so, so I let the info silently to sink into my own awareness to benefit my peace and calmness about this particular thing.

So I would want to remind all of us to slow our actions and responses once in a while. To understand that train is really moving on even though we might not see what is coming next or why certain things have to happen. It is about letting go, letting things to flow with ease. Let go of control, let go of knowing how things and timeliness should look. Let go of judgment to the process. Just see the outcome that you desire, see the perfect health, see the perfect house, the perfect family situation or the dream job you would love to live. Follow and let things then come to you. They will most often not appear all at once as one solution but more like one stepping stone at the time. Learn to be patient! This is most important in your ascension.

Needy

Needy is often seen as very negative behavior. Sure children and elderly or disabled are allowed to be needy but how is it with others? There is also behavior that is opposite to neediness which is being too independent / too self sufficient. Strong people have learned this behavior mostly as a child due to some toxic situation or relationship in their family or at their community. They keep on repeating this behavior till they come to a healing situation or relationship.

How can we come to a healing? How can we learn to trust people close to us again? If there was one answer or a pill I am sure someone would have made a big money out of it already. Sadly there is no one solution or pill yet. We just have to start to work with ourselves. We have to start to trust our own abilities. We have to find courage to ask professional help when we seek answers. We must start self empowerment and after that to realize when it is safe to trust others.

We have to be needy to self love. We have to accept the darkness and the cries and solitude times. We have to start to speak to ourselves and to know what we want and what we need, to be happy and to be able to trust that we can keep on going.

There is surely neediness to human contact and for hermit like people this neediness can be overwhelming. To be able to tell people that you need their friendly opinion and a moment of their time not their full time presence or some form of relationship other than just a moment. That you value their opinion and their perspective on the matter just so that you are able to make up your own mind. I know people will often interpret opinions as manipulative, but if you are like analytical mind yourself then you appreciate and “need” other perspectives to make the most effective choice you can. But we have come so fearful over neediness, that we push away those that we could ask assistance.

So how to tell someone about your level of need? How to say I am not someone that you can always be around with for I need my hermit life. I do fine on my own, I just need one moment to share something. How to make someone understand that there is a level of need you need to find balance with them? There needs to be understanding about what is neediness overall. What is adult like need, that you can trust the partner over? What is healthy? How to be respectfully needy and not sending the message that you are being taken for granted? Neediness is much deeper in a relationship than just “I need you around for fun.” or “I need you to pay this and that.” Respectful neediness is a balance to have the courage to ask and to be heard and have both of your needs met as well as it is possible at the time.

There is no need for drama or silence (anger). You simply respect the others possibility to give their time/resources and you are respectfully willing to keep giving and getting in balance. So we could say that neediness is someway a healthy human way to co-work with each other. Respectful balance should be included of course.

So learn to mindfully observe your own level of neediness and be willing to grow in areas of responsibility where there is a clear indication of imbalance.

Wish you all flourishing week ahead. Keep you mind open and evaluate your need. Empower yourself if possible and share from your abundance. Stay positive and intuitive! Much love and angel love to you all!

Learn rise up again, stop judging yourself

Today we are focusing on judgement. Specially condemning yourself is on the table. We take the stories other people tell about us, their judgement their lack of empathy. Then we grow into thinking that this is the permanent truth about us, that we are not able to change. We start to see these lacks within and make excuses, not seeing that it takes one foot in front of the other. One small change after another. Yes, I know change hurt, sometimes more sometimes less, but the truth is that it hurts. So we have to allow the hurt, the lack of motivation at times but after a fall and after some rest stand up again and start to move. The hurt will heal while moving on. It can be like stormy sea, but eventually the storm will settle, the tides will come smaller.

So learn to forgive yourself of your lack of motivation, your tiredness at times. Allow the natural flow of things, but never stay down there. Never allow yourself to think this is it. I am only this and that. Yes, you may have physical disabilities but they are not there to stop you but you to learn to work with them. And yes, you may have to learn that you have not loved your body as well as you could have, but you can do it now, from this day forward. Start to detox from everything that is making you feel lethargic, sleepy, lack of motivation. All the people, situations, food, habits, etc.. Investigate and make adjustments, small changes. Give yourself the love you are entitled. You only receive the love you give to yourself, remember that. If you feel disgust or lack, you only attract that treatment back to yourself. So learn to know how your body, soul and spirit wants to be loved.

Allow the love to come into your life from within and without. I love you all so much. Go with peace and knowing that we are all imperfect but perfect in that way we are. We are the work in process till the day we pass on from here, after that we will be only love and perfection, eternal as we already are her as well, but more complete. We just have to allow and understand that eternal is already here, we don’t have to wait. This is it! This is heaven on Earth and our collective love, we just have to allow.

So take it in!!! Rainbows and crystals to spark!!!!