Seeing the flaws within and taking responsibility

I noticed this morning a discussion in one of the groups I am in. This one person was talking about their problem about energies that are negative and affecting on them in a manner that is devastating. I am not going to go deeper into that issue, but that gave me a thought about separation and how we are in the middle of this outer chaos and how we want to externalize it so often. We might not get into moaning and victimizing but never the less we are trying to externalize that what we create within. (The energies we draw towards.)

There is this universal truth, that which is, that what we allow into our space or to affect us is our external circumstances. So we try to see ourselves as light-workers and healers and only as a light, pure and innocent, we push the dark away. We don’t want to admit that the external energy might be coming from us. It is the energy shown in some way that is saying “look at this within, this is the thing you are not happy about or this you should change.” No we want to assume or even blame that it is this evil spirit or whatever that is bugging us. Because we are light-workers we also assume that we get energy attacks or are more sensitive to sense negativity. We do so much work that we wouldn’t have to face this or we could use even exorcist to get rid of this. We see good and bad, we separate because that is what we are tough to know. If you are good citizen a good human being, you have nothing to do with this evil, but you cannot escape. You are this too, so you have to learn to understand how to work within.  You have to start with a mindful action towards yourself and say STOP. This evil is trying to teach you something. Maybe they are saying you should change your habits, maybe you should learn compassion to yourself and others, maybe it even tells you to forgive your multidimensional self something. Maybe you did something in your past life that you don’t realize or maybe it was one in your bloodline. We are all connected so little light-worker take a look in the mirror and stop running. Stop saying that you are only angel and deny the devil in you. The programs running in us are deeply rooted. Layered they are. Change the thought that bad or evil is outside of you. Start with that today.

Maybe later on you could then understand why this evil is in your presence. Maybe they are not even evil at all. Maybe your guides sent that experience to you so that you could change the course that you are in. Take a look at you situation as a whole. Do not exclude that part of you that is bad, have bad and unhealthy habits, that one who is not taking responsibility of themselves. Look at that side of you with adult in you, with a look of a loving parent and tell that immature self, that it is OK to act like that but now is the time to steer the boat to somewhere else. The old beliefs and old habits are swept away. We are asked to be in the front row, to do the work for others, but if we don’t see the programs and flaws correctly within us to clear and change them, how can we show anything to the rest of the world that follows. So I wish that you LIGHT-WORKER would pay attention to your own matrix flaws, to be forgiving and compassionate to them and willing to accept and surrender to the fact that you TOO ARE evil or bad.

The merrier times are coming. Keep that thought in mind. Take multidimensional aspect into consideration. Do not separate yourself, that time is over. Learn kindness and act accordingly. Much light to your healing day from me, the flawed and broken one! Cosmic Hugs too!!

There should not be shame upon Earth

Yes I do it and yes we all do it together, unknowingly and knowingly. It is so sad that we don’t realize that by doing so we degenerate our own potential to growth or our collective right to expand our abilities and potential. It is our history and our ancestral inheritance that makes us behave like that. Yet we recognize that we do nothing or worse we become martyrs and victims. We act like we could not change our situation, our potential, our circumstances. We are the ones, we are the change. It is our very own thoughts, our very own ideas that make the wheel to turn.

Then we see the huge task and decide to withdrawn, jump off for comfort, not realizing it is discomfort where the soil is best to growth. It is not fun and games, it is not pool party till the very end. It is lonely road to self discovery. Yes, we can walk aside with someone, but we must know it is our own responsibility to walk the road. This is all so very familiar to all of us, but yet we ignore it most of the time or till it becomes unbearable to bear the life that we live, to see the circumstances we have allowed to come into our life.

From my own experience and from the exchange of thoughts and ideas through social media ( I know I am not the one to write responses but to reflect those conversations within my loud mind) I have learned that all the shame we can bare within or reflect to others can make no change, but it is the inside learning and reflection that will make eventually the shame to disappear. So we have to turn the wheel on our own and this is hard to know, that you cannot give the task to no one else. Everyone has their own wheel to turn and if you are A FOOL to give your own wheel away, to trust someone so much, you are likely to get very disappointed in life. They will only create what is so called best for them, not necessarily best for you. To understand the path to self discovery is to know that we have to bare our own shame, our flaws and to make the change.

There will be time of sensing newness, which will feel like you are left with nothing in life to stand of or for. You are like a plank page on a note book that you just started. Rest in that. Feel that newness and start to smell all the fragrances around and take only what resonates with new you. Be sure as you walk to learn to say NO THANK YOU, for that is the most important phrase after thank you. Learn also to understand that you, me all of us are imperfect. We have made and we will make mistakes. ERROR EST HUMANE! Know this too that you are perfect and you are surrounded the people and circumstances that serve you best. So make mistakes, learn to laugh to your mistakes. Life goes on till your last breath. But for the collective sake do not shame yourself anymore. Do not see only flaws in yourself but see the whole you. See the creator and perfect you as well, the one that intuitively knows where to go and what they need for the next phase on their journey weather that be time off or dervish dance or hectic enthusiasm and passion to work with something or with someone. You are always guided and always presented the perfect solution weather you accept that or not.

The road is not straight, but curvy like that sexy lady. Yes I know how we are nowadays informed that lean lines and low fat percentage in the body is most desirable. That was the metaphoric expression only to make us consider that the most healthiest babies are born from mother that carry little bit for their child too. The body is intelligent, it knows how to survive and how to protect the unborn. Let us honor that nature. Mother Earth knows, the exact and right way to protect the life, by loving the things that cannot be seen. Mother nature also sends her love to all creation for she knows that is all to benefit her children to grow to their fullest potential.

I leave you now for his message has become the lengthiest of all of this blog history. With the message to give up on shame, whenever it lurks into your mind or onto your lips. We are loved and Divine. Everyone has a purpose and time on Earth, honor that and you will live in peace with yourself. LOTS OF LOVING HEALING FOR SHAMING ISSUES!

Thank you for coming to read this post! Bless you!

Powerful people

We get confused about the thing that we should not expect things. This is misleading us to think that we should live in the now moment and just flow. We should learn that by setting boundaries we give signs and expectations to other people. This is just as it should be. We should be strong enough to set boundaries to know what we tolerate.

There will always be people who will do whatever in their power to control and manipulate and if we allow this “mindless”flow within, we allow them to set boundaries and we start to live by their expectations and rules. This world is about power and if you don’t own your own power you will be leaded to what suits someone else. The very reason for you to become “victim” to moan about the injustice.

So in order to have power and healthy boundaries you need to step up and tell the rest of the world about your healthy expectations. It is within that we create the expectations not without or towards someone. Unhealthy expectations towards others are something we should avoid by all cost.

Know yourself and know what makes you happier. Give up on things that weight you down or make you feel less. No matter if it is someone close or a thing. Surrender to knowing that you are perfect and having experiences you need to grow unless you choose to stay stagnant, to settle for something that makes you feel like you are not enough or you should change. Pleasing is giving your power away.

It is natural, when we grow to lean on to peers and to find some set of rules or definitions to help us grow further but we should not cling on to them because by clinging onto we create only new kind of stagnant belief systems and paradigms  that we should avoid in the long run. We should only allow the flow and constant new settings and then let go of them when they no longer serve us. The mindful knowing that some belief or way to act doesn’t serve our growth anymore. This is to understand that moving on can create uncertainty and fear, still we should seek the unknown. We should understand that if we trust enough to our own power and our intuition we will get the teachings and teachers that serve our ascension. We should also understand that letting go or giving up means sometimes what we call losing. Loss is natural process of growth. It is not the loss and lack that we should concentrate but the coming of new that should excite so much that we would not cling onto lack and loss.

It is okay to grieve, that is a process too, but more like process that we allow. We should allow the tidal waves to come and do their work within.

So grow and have your healthy expectations and boundaries. This is how we find people that resonate with us. You push unhealthy relationships out of your space and let healthier new ones to come in. Come from a place of love to yourself! Lots of love from this little soul who writes these messages. Have a blessed day full of pride that you have the power.

Learn rise up again, stop judging yourself

Today we are focusing on judgement. Specially condemning yourself is on the table. We take the stories other people tell about us, their judgement their lack of empathy. Then we grow into thinking that this is the permanent truth about us, that we are not able to change. We start to see these lacks within and make excuses, not seeing that it takes one foot in front of the other. One small change after another. Yes, I know change hurt, sometimes more sometimes less, but the truth is that it hurts. So we have to allow the hurt, the lack of motivation at times but after a fall and after some rest stand up again and start to move. The hurt will heal while moving on. It can be like stormy sea, but eventually the storm will settle, the tides will come smaller.

So learn to forgive yourself of your lack of motivation, your tiredness at times. Allow the natural flow of things, but never stay down there. Never allow yourself to think this is it. I am only this and that. Yes, you may have physical disabilities but they are not there to stop you but you to learn to work with them. And yes, you may have to learn that you have not loved your body as well as you could have, but you can do it now, from this day forward. Start to detox from everything that is making you feel lethargic, sleepy, lack of motivation. All the people, situations, food, habits, etc.. Investigate and make adjustments, small changes. Give yourself the love you are entitled. You only receive the love you give to yourself, remember that. If you feel disgust or lack, you only attract that treatment back to yourself. So learn to know how your body, soul and spirit wants to be loved.

Allow the love to come into your life from within and without. I love you all so much. Go with peace and knowing that we are all imperfect but perfect in that way we are. We are the work in process till the day we pass on from here, after that we will be only love and perfection, eternal as we already are her as well, but more complete. We just have to allow and understand that eternal is already here, we don’t have to wait. This is it! This is heaven on Earth and our collective love, we just have to allow.

So take it in!!! Rainbows and crystals to spark!!!!

Loving myself

I accept myself completely.

I forgive my lacks.

I am complete right now right here.

I am enough.

We might indulge ourselves sometimes to fulfill the shame and the lack. We might feel imperfect and judge ourselves harshly. That is not necessary. Let go! Know that you are the key. You can make it happen. You can turn the tables around till the rest of your days. It is not about the goal but the journey that you choose to take.  Make your own decisions, learn from the opinions but don’t let them lead you astray. You are the captain of your own ship. Accept your situation and take the course to the next harbor.