Intensified energies

Morning mood 

This morning has been busy so to speak so why do I share Grieg’s calm almost lullaby like melody here for starters? Well, as we have said it is all about the perspective you see things. You might see some event as a huge game changer but yet if you look at it from little further away you might say it didn’t even matter. This is my perspective for today. I try to stay in the now and allow this energy sweep through and integrate to collective. I do my part as I wish you do yours. We don’t have to write the history today or evaluate if this is a game changer time. Let’s not decide how the future sees this day. Let it unfold itself.

This intensity is however effecting to our abilities today so I would recommend to take one step at the time. It would be advisable too to drink water and keep on moving physically. Body can absorb only certain amount of energy at the time. So release the excess amount away.

There might be disruptions to electrical equipment’s so keep that in mind. Do not try to be all over the places or share everything at once. It might not be possible or you might lose some data. Just be discerning and enjoy it fully in 3D.

What comes to the higher self guidance for today, I would remind you of love. Share the love in all forms. Tell yourself how capable you are. Use some words of admiration. Tell to your now self how the future self have succeeded in every respect. Then expand this to someone else. Say kind and nice words to encourage or simply make someone smile. Be authentic and say only what you mean. You can use words like I admire, I like, I am honored, I am happy. You don’t have to say I love you if it is just a phrase. For many misunderstand or misuse this phrase. Love is a feeling that comes with no attachment. It is an expression, not the phrase that means give me something. We know this but yet we all forget it most so often. So give freely and wish that people would take example from your actions of love. Wish this from your heart and we will make the wheel turn.

Much love from me to all of you!

What do you give back?

What is your contribution to the collective or to the well-being of the Earth? How consciously do you make your choses? Could you lessen the consumption of something? Could you take / accept  less? This does not mean in lessening your value or accepting some form of abuse, but more of actual consumption of the physical sense. How much is enough? What is the limit and how your limit correlates to the limits of Mother nature? This is not easy question but in order to contribute to the well-being of the future generation (your own offspring) you ought to think this. It is not anymore what it was in the 50’s we all know that. The measures we have to adapt are far more drastic than what was expected just a decade ago. The individual choses play a big role in the big picture. No action is a small one anymore, you ought to know that. Whether that is a choose of not taking action or ignorance (self-serving purposes). We are collective and we should act like one.

This is not a matter of your rights to consume or make someone else to pay for your rights to consume by forcing them to choose to consume less because of recourses or chances given to them. This is a matter of collective integrity and greed. You ought to know by now what you are doing. How your consumption whether that is your very own individual energy consumption (food, warming, etc) or more global one is affecting on all of us. Do you see the suffering of other species or suffering of future human generations? Does it knock in any way to your consciousness? Do you see that you turn the wheel with every choose you make? You ought to wake up now.

Then there is this other level of consumption. You know what I am talking about. It is the consumption of masculine and feminine energies. Is the other one within you master and the other one slave like? Think about that? You know how it is. The future Earth is not going to flourish with the ways that you play day-to-day. Your masculine energy is still slaving the feminine. It is slaving by its attitude for only playing pleasure. When I was talking about playing with new energies I was not meaning the old ways. This is just so frustrating to try to hammer. Come up here where the stars shine. Have it from this perspective. Yes, I know to manifest you need masculine energy too, but the creative and new is the feminine. The chariot is in control by not making either a slave or master. The feminine subtle creative force is nurturing and kind. It is not to have pleasure but to know that sometimes in order to really love you need to “sacrifice”. So your masculine energy with its understanding about how things should manifest and appear are enslaving to your own feminine energies and therefore they prevent the shift from happening within masculine. This is to say, that those who are not in balance, whether male or female in physical form should work hard to make the balance before the shift is able to manifest for themselves.

As it has been said many times it doesn’t matter with others but how you are doing this job with yourself. You should really see that being more feminine as male is not lessening your male charisma or value. This might sound harsh now but masculine energy is a workforce not the driver. The masculine energy is the mind, that knows how to execute tasks. The feminine creates in new and collective ways. The feminine takes into consideration these things I was talking about earlier (the future generations, the effects to nature and so forth). We need them both within. The new Earth is not forcing any male gender to be enslaved but to understand the good of all the humanity. See the bigger picture from higher altitude. It  is not living in the bubble but to concentrate on the decisions that benefit us all. The creation process is different now, all is different. You just have to accept that.

The males are equal with the female. The energies are equal but there is this understanding that must come to the light. We (as gender) and we (as energies) both have a role to play in creation. So understand finally dear masculine (energy and gender) that no one is putting you through what you put through feminine / females for ages. Yes you might feel shame and fear, now that you see what she has had to live because of your actions, but see this that she in not on a crusade to destroy unless you are trying to use your old ways. The feminine has put behind all those old hurts now. From now on she will only accept the clean and balanced masculine energy.

Work, work within. Know the love is forgiving and surrounding you within and without. Go with peace and learn to find it within you. Put down your sword. It is not the time to slay now, but to do the inner work. Have a lovely day!

Seeing the flaws within and taking responsibility

I noticed this morning a discussion in one of the groups I am in. This one person was talking about their problem about energies that are negative and affecting on them in a manner that is devastating. I am not going to go deeper into that issue, but that gave me a thought about separation and how we are in the middle of this outer chaos and how we want to externalize it so often. We might not get into moaning and victimizing but never the less we are trying to externalize that what we create within. (The energies we draw towards.)

There is this universal truth, that which is, that what we allow into our space or to affect us is our external circumstances. So we try to see ourselves as light-workers and healers and only as a light, pure and innocent, we push the dark away. We don’t want to admit that the external energy might be coming from us. It is the energy shown in some way that is saying “look at this within, this is the thing you are not happy about or this you should change.” No we want to assume or even blame that it is this evil spirit or whatever that is bugging us. Because we are light-workers we also assume that we get energy attacks or are more sensitive to sense negativity. We do so much work that we wouldn’t have to face this or we could use even exorcist to get rid of this. We see good and bad, we separate because that is what we are tough to know. If you are good citizen a good human being, you have nothing to do with this evil, but you cannot escape. You are this too, so you have to learn to understand how to work within.  You have to start with a mindful action towards yourself and say STOP. This evil is trying to teach you something. Maybe they are saying you should change your habits, maybe you should learn compassion to yourself and others, maybe it even tells you to forgive your multidimensional self something. Maybe you did something in your past life that you don’t realize or maybe it was one in your bloodline. We are all connected so little light-worker take a look in the mirror and stop running. Stop saying that you are only angel and deny the devil in you. The programs running in us are deeply rooted. Layered they are. Change the thought that bad or evil is outside of you. Start with that today.

Maybe later on you could then understand why this evil is in your presence. Maybe they are not even evil at all. Maybe your guides sent that experience to you so that you could change the course that you are in. Take a look at you situation as a whole. Do not exclude that part of you that is bad, have bad and unhealthy habits, that one who is not taking responsibility of themselves. Look at that side of you with adult in you, with a look of a loving parent and tell that immature self, that it is OK to act like that but now is the time to steer the boat to somewhere else. The old beliefs and old habits are swept away. We are asked to be in the front row, to do the work for others, but if we don’t see the programs and flaws correctly within us to clear and change them, how can we show anything to the rest of the world that follows. So I wish that you LIGHT-WORKER would pay attention to your own matrix flaws, to be forgiving and compassionate to them and willing to accept and surrender to the fact that you TOO ARE evil or bad.

The merrier times are coming. Keep that thought in mind. Take multidimensional aspect into consideration. Do not separate yourself, that time is over. Learn kindness and act accordingly. Much light to your healing day from me, the flawed and broken one! Cosmic Hugs too!!

There should not be shame upon Earth

Yes I do it and yes we all do it together, unknowingly and knowingly. It is so sad that we don’t realize that by doing so we degenerate our own potential to growth or our collective right to expand our abilities and potential. It is our history and our ancestral inheritance that makes us behave like that. Yet we recognize that we do nothing or worse we become martyrs and victims. We act like we could not change our situation, our potential, our circumstances. We are the ones, we are the change. It is our very own thoughts, our very own ideas that make the wheel to turn.

Then we see the huge task and decide to withdrawn, jump off for comfort, not realizing it is discomfort where the soil is best to growth. It is not fun and games, it is not pool party till the very end. It is lonely road to self discovery. Yes, we can walk aside with someone, but we must know it is our own responsibility to walk the road. This is all so very familiar to all of us, but yet we ignore it most of the time or till it becomes unbearable to bear the life that we live, to see the circumstances we have allowed to come into our life.

From my own experience and from the exchange of thoughts and ideas through social media ( I know I am not the one to write responses but to reflect those conversations within my loud mind) I have learned that all the shame we can bare within or reflect to others can make no change, but it is the inside learning and reflection that will make eventually the shame to disappear. So we have to turn the wheel on our own and this is hard to know, that you cannot give the task to no one else. Everyone has their own wheel to turn and if you are A FOOL to give your own wheel away, to trust someone so much, you are likely to get very disappointed in life. They will only create what is so called best for them, not necessarily best for you. To understand the path to self discovery is to know that we have to bare our own shame, our flaws and to make the change.

There will be time of sensing newness, which will feel like you are left with nothing in life to stand of or for. You are like a plank page on a note book that you just started. Rest in that. Feel that newness and start to smell all the fragrances around and take only what resonates with new you. Be sure as you walk to learn to say NO THANK YOU, for that is the most important phrase after thank you. Learn also to understand that you, me all of us are imperfect. We have made and we will make mistakes. ERROR EST HUMANE! Know this too that you are perfect and you are surrounded the people and circumstances that serve you best. So make mistakes, learn to laugh to your mistakes. Life goes on till your last breath. But for the collective sake do not shame yourself anymore. Do not see only flaws in yourself but see the whole you. See the creator and perfect you as well, the one that intuitively knows where to go and what they need for the next phase on their journey weather that be time off or dervish dance or hectic enthusiasm and passion to work with something or with someone. You are always guided and always presented the perfect solution weather you accept that or not.

The road is not straight, but curvy like that sexy lady. Yes I know how we are nowadays informed that lean lines and low fat percentage in the body is most desirable. That was the metaphoric expression only to make us consider that the most healthiest babies are born from mother that carry little bit for their child too. The body is intelligent, it knows how to survive and how to protect the unborn. Let us honor that nature. Mother Earth knows, the exact and right way to protect the life, by loving the things that cannot be seen. Mother nature also sends her love to all creation for she knows that is all to benefit her children to grow to their fullest potential.

I leave you now for his message has become the lengthiest of all of this blog history. With the message to give up on shame, whenever it lurks into your mind or onto your lips. We are loved and Divine. Everyone has a purpose and time on Earth, honor that and you will live in peace with yourself. LOTS OF LOVING HEALING FOR SHAMING ISSUES!

Thank you for coming to read this post! Bless you!

Understand that knowledge is not always meant to be shared or timing might be off

I received a message yesterday about two people. I then came to question what I should do with this info. Should I share it with them? Was it just for me for my higher understanding? What is important about this and so on. The questions kept on coming to me? It was a whole day bombarding conciseness about how I should act. Finally I decided  to meditate to calm myself and to connect to my intuition. I immediately knew what was the purpose, how was it meant to be shared or not at all. That knowledge that I received relaxed me and calmed me. I was able to leave the message to be info to myself only.

So often we share info/gossip/perspective/haft truth or what ever come to our knowledge without a thought that what is it for that we came to know about something. This is so important that we would stop before our actions, that we would be mindful about things. Mostly it is our old ways to respond or share whatever that we make, damages others and ourselves. Because once you have said or shared something you can not erase it. For human mind it is luring and tempting not to stay put but to be fast forwarded. To leave sometimes things to unravel by themselves (divine timing) would be much more beneficial to everyone. Human mind only controls, wants to speed things up or think that some knowledge makes someone to change, but this is not so. Or maybe that was so in the old ways, but not anymore.

As we have ascended we have come to understand that what appears to be seen as with visual is only parts of this process. The “train” is moving on and there is a next physical already forming already. So if we need to assist someone, if we need to share or push someone to one direction, we will get the intuitive push to do so. There is always sense of peace and knowing that your actions are to benefit all of those concerned. As for my case this was not to be so, so I let the info silently to sink into my own awareness to benefit my peace and calmness about this particular thing.

So I would want to remind all of us to slow our actions and responses once in a while. To understand that train is really moving on even though we might not see what is coming next or why certain things have to happen. It is about letting go, letting things to flow with ease. Let go of control, let go of knowing how things and timeliness should look. Let go of judgment to the process. Just see the outcome that you desire, see the perfect health, see the perfect house, the perfect family situation or the dream job you would love to live. Follow and let things then come to you. They will most often not appear all at once as one solution but more like one stepping stone at the time. Learn to be patient! This is most important in your ascension.

Learn rise up again, stop judging yourself

Today we are focusing on judgement. Specially condemning yourself is on the table. We take the stories other people tell about us, their judgement their lack of empathy. Then we grow into thinking that this is the permanent truth about us, that we are not able to change. We start to see these lacks within and make excuses, not seeing that it takes one foot in front of the other. One small change after another. Yes, I know change hurt, sometimes more sometimes less, but the truth is that it hurts. So we have to allow the hurt, the lack of motivation at times but after a fall and after some rest stand up again and start to move. The hurt will heal while moving on. It can be like stormy sea, but eventually the storm will settle, the tides will come smaller.

So learn to forgive yourself of your lack of motivation, your tiredness at times. Allow the natural flow of things, but never stay down there. Never allow yourself to think this is it. I am only this and that. Yes, you may have physical disabilities but they are not there to stop you but you to learn to work with them. And yes, you may have to learn that you have not loved your body as well as you could have, but you can do it now, from this day forward. Start to detox from everything that is making you feel lethargic, sleepy, lack of motivation. All the people, situations, food, habits, etc.. Investigate and make adjustments, small changes. Give yourself the love you are entitled. You only receive the love you give to yourself, remember that. If you feel disgust or lack, you only attract that treatment back to yourself. So learn to know how your body, soul and spirit wants to be loved.

Allow the love to come into your life from within and without. I love you all so much. Go with peace and knowing that we are all imperfect but perfect in that way we are. We are the work in process till the day we pass on from here, after that we will be only love and perfection, eternal as we already are her as well, but more complete. We just have to allow and understand that eternal is already here, we don’t have to wait. This is it! This is heaven on Earth and our collective love, we just have to allow.

So take it in!!! Rainbows and crystals to spark!!!!

What is this talk about separation?

I noticed this morning that people feel separated from their beloved ones, people are sad and doubtful. I wonder why? I wonder is it more important to serve our purpose and do our work than to cuddle and snuggle and make love every night? I know how important it is to lift the energy up now but isn’t it so that if we give in to sadness, feeling of separation and lack we already give in to lower frequencies? I so wish we would all realize this. There is no separation, but only ego’s want and illusion. It is the lower energies that tries to separate and make us to believe that crap.

It is true that sometimes we need to “separate” to heal ourselves or go thru some storms on our own and our beloved may not know or understand this process, but that is what we do to lift the energy up again. Sure it would mean a world to have an ideal “partner”, who would support us and help us to grow thru our difficulties, but we can’t force anyone. If someone is not capable to support, we should let them be. On the other hand one might not be willing to ask support, it might be because they don’t realize they could get assistance or support or they are too arrogant and self centered. Whatever the reason, the other person is only allowed to help when recognized the need of help or the willingness to give help in some situation. So the lack of communication or silence is really a killer, the reason for the “suffering” of the soul and “separation”.

Sometimes it might be easier to concentrate on partner and lack of his/her attention than on your own issues. We put our own difficult things aside so we can have the victim mentality or moan about the lacks. The truth is that we can find support if we trust the universe to lead us to right person in whatever we are facing. It is not always the ideal partner, who is the best one to support us but maybe a friend of a relative or even someone else.

So the suffering is all about our own perspective and where we put our attention. What we give power to, grows within us. Are we willing to do the work ourselves or are we waiting to be “saved”? We are not chick-lings anymore, we need to find our own power and path. We need to understand that love means more than just the lovemaking or romance. It is not about giving and getting but willingness to give and acceptance to receive.

I wish from the bottom of my heart everyone joyful times and peacefulness. Collective is only as strong as you think you are. The more peaceful and confident you are the more peaceful the whole world will be. Then that means more peaceful path for you to walk and more peaceful people you to meet. So go blessed and peaceful, all is well and on it’s way to better.

Hard to let go hard to choose

How to get over? That is the question. I know we should not get too involved. We should just explore and release. The truth is that I know what my soul plan is. I know what it needs and I am not willing to compromise not even a bit.

I loved and lost already. I have grown thru the pain. I was never easy. I was never interested playing but to observe and “strike”. All these thoughts running in my head. Yet my circumstances are stable or at least so they appear. I am happy to do my work, I am learning to go out and meet new people. I am not making any assumptions based on short meetings or new acquaintances.

So maybe one could say that I am getting on my two feet once again. More sure than ever that what my soul plan is. Sure that it will open the door I need to go thru sooner or later. The work to be done is just let go of the old. The work to know that it is up to me to say this has to go and this can stay.

I am putting my pieces together slightly different now. There is a history I can ignore and there are parts I will carry with me to the new world. The difficulty is that people might try to make me choose to leave the important stuff behind, but this is my decision. I need to make it on my own. I need to love myself enough to set this boundary straight, put my feet on the ground calmly. Be the rock that I need under my feet.

From that piece of land I might go to explore one day and meet that significant other that will allow me to be who I chose to be and accept the scars and the baggage I carry, for there only we are able to start our journey together.