Find the healing in these shadow events

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To start, here’s an old song that resonates with me today. The mood is internally and externally somewhat gloomy because of the collective events all around the world. The song does not resonate so much on a lyrical level than with these dense almost depressive melodies they are representing. Having said that though the song is somehow also uplifting as guitars solo’s always are.

I guess it is all about the perspective and the things that you allow to linger or stay within. There comes a waves of sorrow and grief but we have to pick ourselves up again and again. We have to find hope for the future. Wipe the tears and images that are pouring to us. See the bigger picture and remind ourselves of this possibility that we have created. It is there. Do not let the fear conquer but keep in mind that these lower level energies are trying to pull you down so that they could continue what they have done over and over centuries.

The divine plan and vision in within our grasp. You know it and you can feel it. This is only showing you the shadow sides so that you could decide for yourself. You could say clearly that I am choosing love and forgiveness instead of responding back the ways they act. Their low-level actions, can not turn our minds. We come with peace and full understanding that “eye to eye” is not the healing answer.

Find the healing in these shadow events for yourself in the ways you act and choose to respond and think. Be mindful of the judgment to others. Do not divide nor set yourself in to the higher more advanced place. Help those in need. Have compassion even to the persecutor or murderer. This is not easy task to do, but seek the why’s within. Understand that you might have gone through also something like they (persecutor, murderer) have. See the lineage of their behavior and inability to act in a positive and constructive ways (the compassion, brotherhood, sadness that pours out of neglect or lack etc.)

The more we give into the lower levels of our human behavior, the more our collective is going to suffer and amplify the same. Stay above this drama and low-level mind-set. Find ways to be grateful and to have talks with the universe/spirit/your guides. Exercise as much as possible for physical movement releases the anxiety and it transforms fears to more peaceful state of mind. You come to remember that what has happened can’t be changed but only accepted. Forgiveness comes easier. Allow the waves to work with you. Do not swallow any feeling, but express all that’s within in some constructive ways. Try not to blame and cast your harsh words around but go boxing, do walks, dance, play music, listen to aggressive and fear releasing music if that helps. And then when you feel totally physically exhausted, surrender and find the opposite feelings. Find the comforting love of beloved one / Mother Earth / relative /pet, who ever is dearest and nearest to you.

Come to the ZERO POINT, BECAUSE THAT IS WHERE THE PEACE RESIDES.

Hugs with compassion from this little one. Try your best and know that you are enough. Let’s do this together! Let’s be brothers and sisters! Let’s change the course of our future. The time is now.

What do you give back?

What is your contribution to the collective or to the well-being of the Earth? How consciously do you make your choses? Could you lessen the consumption of something? Could you take / accept  less? This does not mean in lessening your value or accepting some form of abuse, but more of actual consumption of the physical sense. How much is enough? What is the limit and how your limit correlates to the limits of Mother nature? This is not easy question but in order to contribute to the well-being of the future generation (your own offspring) you ought to think this. It is not anymore what it was in the 50’s we all know that. The measures we have to adapt are far more drastic than what was expected just a decade ago. The individual choses play a big role in the big picture. No action is a small one anymore, you ought to know that. Whether that is a choose of not taking action or ignorance (self-serving purposes). We are collective and we should act like one.

This is not a matter of your rights to consume or make someone else to pay for your rights to consume by forcing them to choose to consume less because of recourses or chances given to them. This is a matter of collective integrity and greed. You ought to know by now what you are doing. How your consumption whether that is your very own individual energy consumption (food, warming, etc) or more global one is affecting on all of us. Do you see the suffering of other species or suffering of future human generations? Does it knock in any way to your consciousness? Do you see that you turn the wheel with every choose you make? You ought to wake up now.

Then there is this other level of consumption. You know what I am talking about. It is the consumption of masculine and feminine energies. Is the other one within you master and the other one slave like? Think about that? You know how it is. The future Earth is not going to flourish with the ways that you play day-to-day. Your masculine energy is still slaving the feminine. It is slaving by its attitude for only playing pleasure. When I was talking about playing with new energies I was not meaning the old ways. This is just so frustrating to try to hammer. Come up here where the stars shine. Have it from this perspective. Yes, I know to manifest you need masculine energy too, but the creative and new is the feminine. The chariot is in control by not making either a slave or master. The feminine subtle creative force is nurturing and kind. It is not to have pleasure but to know that sometimes in order to really love you need to “sacrifice”. So your masculine energy with its understanding about how things should manifest and appear are enslaving to your own feminine energies and therefore they prevent the shift from happening within masculine. This is to say, that those who are not in balance, whether male or female in physical form should work hard to make the balance before the shift is able to manifest for themselves.

As it has been said many times it doesn’t matter with others but how you are doing this job with yourself. You should really see that being more feminine as male is not lessening your male charisma or value. This might sound harsh now but masculine energy is a workforce not the driver. The masculine energy is the mind, that knows how to execute tasks. The feminine creates in new and collective ways. The feminine takes into consideration these things I was talking about earlier (the future generations, the effects to nature and so forth). We need them both within. The new Earth is not forcing any male gender to be enslaved but to understand the good of all the humanity. See the bigger picture from higher altitude. It  is not living in the bubble but to concentrate on the decisions that benefit us all. The creation process is different now, all is different. You just have to accept that.

The males are equal with the female. The energies are equal but there is this understanding that must come to the light. We (as gender) and we (as energies) both have a role to play in creation. So understand finally dear masculine (energy and gender) that no one is putting you through what you put through feminine / females for ages. Yes you might feel shame and fear, now that you see what she has had to live because of your actions, but see this that she in not on a crusade to destroy unless you are trying to use your old ways. The feminine has put behind all those old hurts now. From now on she will only accept the clean and balanced masculine energy.

Work, work within. Know the love is forgiving and surrounding you within and without. Go with peace and learn to find it within you. Put down your sword. It is not the time to slay now, but to do the inner work. Have a lovely day!

Fear of failing and other human stories

Oh my Lord again! How on Earth am I going to deliver this today? What is the purpose of this doubt and hesitation? How is this going to help humanity or is it just to shift my own experience? Why am I drawn to express it here instead in to my private journal? I do not see the big picture? I don’t need to question my motives or do I? Is this me or someone else?

Although this is not alien or cosmic subject I don’t quite know how to put it into words.

There were few synchronistic events before this writing. I was in doubt should I do this. So I deliver even though I would be shot down. I know this message divides people because of difference of an opinion. We are all entitled to do so, but there is a word of caution or some advice to be taken into consideration. The message I am about to deliver is from Mother nature. She is terrified of this divided consciousness that humanity is going through. The return of Nazi thinking. The thought that someone is higher, superior, purer. That someone who is at their lower energies or not as evolved should be excluded (should only produce offspring with alike). The horrifying thought that we should only seed children if the other is at the same bloodline and so on. That is absolutely against Mother natures intent. The most important principle of having offspring is the ability and free will and commitment to this task from both parties involved. There is no pure bloodline so to speak and even if there was it wouldn’t be for the highest good of all to go for small circles only. That would in fact produce malfunctioning or less powerful and less healthy offspring.  Mother nature is the laboratory that allows us to experiment. There is a meaning for all outcomes of our free choses. This thing we call life, is about lessons and learning to be loving, compassionate and serving.

The Nazi thinking is spreading in our consciousness right now. Nazi’s thought that the purity is about cutting  off the possibilities of mixed races and sickness of any sort. This is so absurd that it hurts our Mother deeply. She is crying of thought that someone would not be welcomed to enjoy and experience the life here on Earth. There is always a reason. Be mindful!!

The race is of course more than just our skin, more than our blood. The shift we are working on is not about those things. Let go of that perception. Let go of the Nazi mentality. Let the heart consciousness guide you, us where the pure love resides. Let us learn and take our new technology and creative forces into the “mixing” bowl when creating offspring. The creation of offspring can be directed and guided all the way through. It is not uncontrollable process, even though many think so. Mother the 3D one is powerful enough to create with her and his DNA the perfect  babies so to speak.

After we have collectively purified some of the old, we can create with more ease. There is less energy and alchemy needed in the future. The healing of yourself is far more effective than yourself only, as we have said this before. DNA transferred and healed goes multi-dimensionally. Mother understands that this new way to understand takes time and adjustment for the brain but it is all very natural and she is ready to open the chest of knowledge if you will. The ancient records and archives are for us to benefit our future humanity. So let go of fear and dig into the wisdom and knowledge that is already within your grasp. Allow your heart to know and you will find the key to this knowledge.

The energy levels you are in right now are not now nor ever set in stone, even some might think they are. Think about your own energy levels when you become sick. How does it feel? How does it feel when you are knowing that something is not right in your own body`? The energy is moving up or down or it stays for a while in some level, but the stable is not the law of Physics. Energy must move like in our atoms and cells. Like the heart is pumping blood from the beginning to the end. The move is constant. We cannot control this, we can only adjust and accept what is. So therefore if someone is telling us to pick the partner that is in the same level they are pulling the wool over our eyes.

Mother nature delivers this message through this little one so that you would keep you mind open and alert. So that you would know with your heart the next thing that is right for your ascension journey.  Love everyone! Mingle and seed with the ones you feel connected and committed to life. Lust is not love. Be mindful about that. Stay pure with creation as thoughts and intentions. There is no wrong or right. There is only laboratory of life going on. MUCH LOVE FROM MOTHER EARTH!

Let hope come into our heart again.

Today we want to say hope is where you least expect is to appear. So keep you eyes open and look for the small things. If you don’t have smiling children around. Look for natures signs of hope, maybe it is not rainbow but soft breeze on your face. Maybe you hear birds sing or maybe you get some help to something. However small the “event” or hopeful action from spirit, take it and feel it with your heart. Live in the now and embrace even sad feelings. Put on some music of your choice and have some solitude time and maybe a cup of your favorite drink to accompany. Light candle to remind you that collective spirit/ God is with you. Don’t fall into despair.

I love you all and I feel the heartache and sorrow that you feel even we don’t know each other. Overcome your hurt. I stand with you if you need me. My rainbow energy is on its way to relieve the peak from whatever you feel.

Here are some of my favorite hopeful songs that you can listen and connect to me if you wish. Let’s shine together! We are in this together! Much love from me!

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Seeing the flaws within and taking responsibility

I noticed this morning a discussion in one of the groups I am in. This one person was talking about their problem about energies that are negative and affecting on them in a manner that is devastating. I am not going to go deeper into that issue, but that gave me a thought about separation and how we are in the middle of this outer chaos and how we want to externalize it so often. We might not get into moaning and victimizing but never the less we are trying to externalize that what we create within. (The energies we draw towards.)

There is this universal truth, that which is, that what we allow into our space or to affect us is our external circumstances. So we try to see ourselves as light-workers and healers and only as a light, pure and innocent, we push the dark away. We don’t want to admit that the external energy might be coming from us. It is the energy shown in some way that is saying “look at this within, this is the thing you are not happy about or this you should change.” No we want to assume or even blame that it is this evil spirit or whatever that is bugging us. Because we are light-workers we also assume that we get energy attacks or are more sensitive to sense negativity. We do so much work that we wouldn’t have to face this or we could use even exorcist to get rid of this. We see good and bad, we separate because that is what we are tough to know. If you are good citizen a good human being, you have nothing to do with this evil, but you cannot escape. You are this too, so you have to learn to understand how to work within.  You have to start with a mindful action towards yourself and say STOP. This evil is trying to teach you something. Maybe they are saying you should change your habits, maybe you should learn compassion to yourself and others, maybe it even tells you to forgive your multidimensional self something. Maybe you did something in your past life that you don’t realize or maybe it was one in your bloodline. We are all connected so little light-worker take a look in the mirror and stop running. Stop saying that you are only angel and deny the devil in you. The programs running in us are deeply rooted. Layered they are. Change the thought that bad or evil is outside of you. Start with that today.

Maybe later on you could then understand why this evil is in your presence. Maybe they are not even evil at all. Maybe your guides sent that experience to you so that you could change the course that you are in. Take a look at you situation as a whole. Do not exclude that part of you that is bad, have bad and unhealthy habits, that one who is not taking responsibility of themselves. Look at that side of you with adult in you, with a look of a loving parent and tell that immature self, that it is OK to act like that but now is the time to steer the boat to somewhere else. The old beliefs and old habits are swept away. We are asked to be in the front row, to do the work for others, but if we don’t see the programs and flaws correctly within us to clear and change them, how can we show anything to the rest of the world that follows. So I wish that you LIGHT-WORKER would pay attention to your own matrix flaws, to be forgiving and compassionate to them and willing to accept and surrender to the fact that you TOO ARE evil or bad.

The merrier times are coming. Keep that thought in mind. Take multidimensional aspect into consideration. Do not separate yourself, that time is over. Learn kindness and act accordingly. Much light to your healing day from me, the flawed and broken one! Cosmic Hugs too!!

Divine she and he

She became the alchemy he needed. She took her hand on his chest and they breathed together, slowly coming to synchronized pace with each other. They shared a moment and saw the alchemical colors they needed to balance each others energy for this moment. This didn’t took more than just few minutes in Earth time but it felt like a month for them. Their heart rate became calm once again and they both understood that they didn’t need to perform anything to each other or no one else for that matter, They were just dragging down the high energy of love to this Earth so that humanity could do its work 24/7 within every timezone that we live in as humans. They did their small contribution to themselves and for the collective.

This and all other contributions we all do on a daily basis is all what is required. We think so often that we need to perform miracles or huge tasks and shows, but really most often it is these small contributions to each other or the contribution that you do to yourself to heal your issues. You giving up on things that no longer serve you. You become a miracle with these acts. You become a unique part of this shift that needs to happen for the collective. So go on, do your contribution whatever that is, however that is. You are love and you shine that love outwards. Your divine feminine and divine masculine seeks the respect within you. Nurture them both! Encourage the weaker to show up more to become whole again.

You are enough today! You know your truth and your chores to be done. Love yourself that is enough! That is all that he/she asks for.

Learn rise up again, stop judging yourself

Today we are focusing on judgement. Specially condemning yourself is on the table. We take the stories other people tell about us, their judgement their lack of empathy. Then we grow into thinking that this is the permanent truth about us, that we are not able to change. We start to see these lacks within and make excuses, not seeing that it takes one foot in front of the other. One small change after another. Yes, I know change hurt, sometimes more sometimes less, but the truth is that it hurts. So we have to allow the hurt, the lack of motivation at times but after a fall and after some rest stand up again and start to move. The hurt will heal while moving on. It can be like stormy sea, but eventually the storm will settle, the tides will come smaller.

So learn to forgive yourself of your lack of motivation, your tiredness at times. Allow the natural flow of things, but never stay down there. Never allow yourself to think this is it. I am only this and that. Yes, you may have physical disabilities but they are not there to stop you but you to learn to work with them. And yes, you may have to learn that you have not loved your body as well as you could have, but you can do it now, from this day forward. Start to detox from everything that is making you feel lethargic, sleepy, lack of motivation. All the people, situations, food, habits, etc.. Investigate and make adjustments, small changes. Give yourself the love you are entitled. You only receive the love you give to yourself, remember that. If you feel disgust or lack, you only attract that treatment back to yourself. So learn to know how your body, soul and spirit wants to be loved.

Allow the love to come into your life from within and without. I love you all so much. Go with peace and knowing that we are all imperfect but perfect in that way we are. We are the work in process till the day we pass on from here, after that we will be only love and perfection, eternal as we already are her as well, but more complete. We just have to allow and understand that eternal is already here, we don’t have to wait. This is it! This is heaven on Earth and our collective love, we just have to allow.

So take it in!!! Rainbows and crystals to spark!!!!

Are we doubting ourselves again?

Yesterday, what could I say about it. You were doubting me and yourself. The thing that I am silent, the thing that you are not sure if my feelings are for real. You are asking for assurance of some sort. You are asking me to step forward in my divine power. Well let me tell you, my work behind the scenes is what you know and what you feel. It is all so real that you can feel, touch and sense it with every cell you have. So let me ask you isn’t that enough of proof of my work of my feelings for you and all of the humanity. My love doesn’t need words or assurance, it is a free gift and for everyone to enjoy.

Your self doubt and mine too at times it the reason for our separation. We don’t need that. We can and we are there in an instant, you know that. I LOVE YOU with all my heart. I don’t always approve your human ways. I do get hurt by some actions you do, but I know it is the way you need to grow. I do hope you take every measure needed to move on. I hope that you take notes when things are not going as you like and then take different actions in the future. That is my loving wish and prayer for you and everyone else too.

I wish you would understand my human side better tough. My physical side which is struggling sometimes more than I would like to bare. This week has been like that. I have took good care of myself. I have tried to surrender to let her help and let her make some effort here at home. Still it is so difficult to ask for help, because I know that almost everything is possible to put on hold till I recover. Nothing is really that important. We/I am safe. I know the table will not be empty when my time comes so I have learned long time ago to let things be on hold, if they are not critical. I wish you would see your life a little bit more like that too. There will always be things that don’t get finished for various reasons, there will always be things that we don’t understand but  that doesn’t matter. We are safe and we are loved. So go little bit easier on yourself today. Do not take the blame on yourself nor do not blame me or anyone else. Circumstances vary and personal situations can change fast, we can’t control them, not always even our own circumstances. So take it easy. Relax. I am fine and so are you. We go on from here separately and yet not separate. I will join when I can do that, but now I do need to heal my human body.

I love you! You know it. Please do not doubt it for a minute any longer.

Hard to let go hard to choose

How to get over? That is the question. I know we should not get too involved. We should just explore and release. The truth is that I know what my soul plan is. I know what it needs and I am not willing to compromise not even a bit.

I loved and lost already. I have grown thru the pain. I was never easy. I was never interested playing but to observe and “strike”. All these thoughts running in my head. Yet my circumstances are stable or at least so they appear. I am happy to do my work, I am learning to go out and meet new people. I am not making any assumptions based on short meetings or new acquaintances.

So maybe one could say that I am getting on my two feet once again. More sure than ever that what my soul plan is. Sure that it will open the door I need to go thru sooner or later. The work to be done is just let go of the old. The work to know that it is up to me to say this has to go and this can stay.

I am putting my pieces together slightly different now. There is a history I can ignore and there are parts I will carry with me to the new world. The difficulty is that people might try to make me choose to leave the important stuff behind, but this is my decision. I need to make it on my own. I need to love myself enough to set this boundary straight, put my feet on the ground calmly. Be the rock that I need under my feet.

From that piece of land I might go to explore one day and meet that significant other that will allow me to be who I chose to be and accept the scars and the baggage I carry, for there only we are able to start our journey together.