Find the healing in these shadow events

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To start, here’s an old song that resonates with me today. The mood is internally and externally somewhat gloomy because of the collective events all around the world. The song does not resonate so much on a lyrical level than with these dense almost depressive melodies they are representing. Having said that though the song is somehow also uplifting as guitars solo’s always are.

I guess it is all about the perspective and the things that you allow to linger or stay within. There comes a waves of sorrow and grief but we have to pick ourselves up again and again. We have to find hope for the future. Wipe the tears and images that are pouring to us. See the bigger picture and remind ourselves of this possibility that we have created. It is there. Do not let the fear conquer but keep in mind that these lower level energies are trying to pull you down so that they could continue what they have done over and over centuries.

The divine plan and vision in within our grasp. You know it and you can feel it. This is only showing you the shadow sides so that you could decide for yourself. You could say clearly that I am choosing love and forgiveness instead of responding back the ways they act. Their low-level actions, can not turn our minds. We come with peace and full understanding that “eye to eye” is not the healing answer.

Find the healing in these shadow events for yourself in the ways you act and choose to respond and think. Be mindful of the judgment to others. Do not divide nor set yourself in to the higher more advanced place. Help those in need. Have compassion even to the persecutor or murderer. This is not easy task to do, but seek the why’s within. Understand that you might have gone through also something like they (persecutor, murderer) have. See the lineage of their behavior and inability to act in a positive and constructive ways (the compassion, brotherhood, sadness that pours out of neglect or lack etc.)

The more we give into the lower levels of our human behavior, the more our collective is going to suffer and amplify the same. Stay above this drama and low-level mind-set. Find ways to be grateful and to have talks with the universe/spirit/your guides. Exercise as much as possible for physical movement releases the anxiety and it transforms fears to more peaceful state of mind. You come to remember that what has happened can’t be changed but only accepted. Forgiveness comes easier. Allow the waves to work with you. Do not swallow any feeling, but express all that’s within in some constructive ways. Try not to blame and cast your harsh words around but go boxing, do walks, dance, play music, listen to aggressive and fear releasing music if that helps. And then when you feel totally physically exhausted, surrender and find the opposite feelings. Find the comforting love of beloved one / Mother Earth / relative /pet, who ever is dearest and nearest to you.

Come to the ZERO POINT, BECAUSE THAT IS WHERE THE PEACE RESIDES.

Hugs with compassion from this little one. Try your best and know that you are enough. Let’s do this together! Let’s be brothers and sisters! Let’s change the course of our future. The time is now.

What do you give back?

What is your contribution to the collective or to the well-being of the Earth? How consciously do you make your choses? Could you lessen the consumption of something? Could you take / accept  less? This does not mean in lessening your value or accepting some form of abuse, but more of actual consumption of the physical sense. How much is enough? What is the limit and how your limit correlates to the limits of Mother nature? This is not easy question but in order to contribute to the well-being of the future generation (your own offspring) you ought to think this. It is not anymore what it was in the 50’s we all know that. The measures we have to adapt are far more drastic than what was expected just a decade ago. The individual choses play a big role in the big picture. No action is a small one anymore, you ought to know that. Whether that is a choose of not taking action or ignorance (self-serving purposes). We are collective and we should act like one.

This is not a matter of your rights to consume or make someone else to pay for your rights to consume by forcing them to choose to consume less because of recourses or chances given to them. This is a matter of collective integrity and greed. You ought to know by now what you are doing. How your consumption whether that is your very own individual energy consumption (food, warming, etc) or more global one is affecting on all of us. Do you see the suffering of other species or suffering of future human generations? Does it knock in any way to your consciousness? Do you see that you turn the wheel with every choose you make? You ought to wake up now.

Then there is this other level of consumption. You know what I am talking about. It is the consumption of masculine and feminine energies. Is the other one within you master and the other one slave like? Think about that? You know how it is. The future Earth is not going to flourish with the ways that you play day-to-day. Your masculine energy is still slaving the feminine. It is slaving by its attitude for only playing pleasure. When I was talking about playing with new energies I was not meaning the old ways. This is just so frustrating to try to hammer. Come up here where the stars shine. Have it from this perspective. Yes, I know to manifest you need masculine energy too, but the creative and new is the feminine. The chariot is in control by not making either a slave or master. The feminine subtle creative force is nurturing and kind. It is not to have pleasure but to know that sometimes in order to really love you need to “sacrifice”. So your masculine energy with its understanding about how things should manifest and appear are enslaving to your own feminine energies and therefore they prevent the shift from happening within masculine. This is to say, that those who are not in balance, whether male or female in physical form should work hard to make the balance before the shift is able to manifest for themselves.

As it has been said many times it doesn’t matter with others but how you are doing this job with yourself. You should really see that being more feminine as male is not lessening your male charisma or value. This might sound harsh now but masculine energy is a workforce not the driver. The masculine energy is the mind, that knows how to execute tasks. The feminine creates in new and collective ways. The feminine takes into consideration these things I was talking about earlier (the future generations, the effects to nature and so forth). We need them both within. The new Earth is not forcing any male gender to be enslaved but to understand the good of all the humanity. See the bigger picture from higher altitude. It  is not living in the bubble but to concentrate on the decisions that benefit us all. The creation process is different now, all is different. You just have to accept that.

The males are equal with the female. The energies are equal but there is this understanding that must come to the light. We (as gender) and we (as energies) both have a role to play in creation. So understand finally dear masculine (energy and gender) that no one is putting you through what you put through feminine / females for ages. Yes you might feel shame and fear, now that you see what she has had to live because of your actions, but see this that she in not on a crusade to destroy unless you are trying to use your old ways. The feminine has put behind all those old hurts now. From now on she will only accept the clean and balanced masculine energy.

Work, work within. Know the love is forgiving and surrounding you within and without. Go with peace and learn to find it within you. Put down your sword. It is not the time to slay now, but to do the inner work. Have a lovely day!

Fear of failing and other human stories

Oh my Lord again! How on Earth am I going to deliver this today? What is the purpose of this doubt and hesitation? How is this going to help humanity or is it just to shift my own experience? Why am I drawn to express it here instead in to my private journal? I do not see the big picture? I don’t need to question my motives or do I? Is this me or someone else?

Although this is not alien or cosmic subject I don’t quite know how to put it into words.

There were few synchronistic events before this writing. I was in doubt should I do this. So I deliver even though I would be shot down. I know this message divides people because of difference of an opinion. We are all entitled to do so, but there is a word of caution or some advice to be taken into consideration. The message I am about to deliver is from Mother nature. She is terrified of this divided consciousness that humanity is going through. The return of Nazi thinking. The thought that someone is higher, superior, purer. That someone who is at their lower energies or not as evolved should be excluded (should only produce offspring with alike). The horrifying thought that we should only seed children if the other is at the same bloodline and so on. That is absolutely against Mother natures intent. The most important principle of having offspring is the ability and free will and commitment to this task from both parties involved. There is no pure bloodline so to speak and even if there was it wouldn’t be for the highest good of all to go for small circles only. That would in fact produce malfunctioning or less powerful and less healthy offspring.  Mother nature is the laboratory that allows us to experiment. There is a meaning for all outcomes of our free choses. This thing we call life, is about lessons and learning to be loving, compassionate and serving.

The Nazi thinking is spreading in our consciousness right now. Nazi’s thought that the purity is about cutting  off the possibilities of mixed races and sickness of any sort. This is so absurd that it hurts our Mother deeply. She is crying of thought that someone would not be welcomed to enjoy and experience the life here on Earth. There is always a reason. Be mindful!!

The race is of course more than just our skin, more than our blood. The shift we are working on is not about those things. Let go of that perception. Let go of the Nazi mentality. Let the heart consciousness guide you, us where the pure love resides. Let us learn and take our new technology and creative forces into the “mixing” bowl when creating offspring. The creation of offspring can be directed and guided all the way through. It is not uncontrollable process, even though many think so. Mother the 3D one is powerful enough to create with her and his DNA the perfect  babies so to speak.

After we have collectively purified some of the old, we can create with more ease. There is less energy and alchemy needed in the future. The healing of yourself is far more effective than yourself only, as we have said this before. DNA transferred and healed goes multi-dimensionally. Mother understands that this new way to understand takes time and adjustment for the brain but it is all very natural and she is ready to open the chest of knowledge if you will. The ancient records and archives are for us to benefit our future humanity. So let go of fear and dig into the wisdom and knowledge that is already within your grasp. Allow your heart to know and you will find the key to this knowledge.

The energy levels you are in right now are not now nor ever set in stone, even some might think they are. Think about your own energy levels when you become sick. How does it feel? How does it feel when you are knowing that something is not right in your own body`? The energy is moving up or down or it stays for a while in some level, but the stable is not the law of Physics. Energy must move like in our atoms and cells. Like the heart is pumping blood from the beginning to the end. The move is constant. We cannot control this, we can only adjust and accept what is. So therefore if someone is telling us to pick the partner that is in the same level they are pulling the wool over our eyes.

Mother nature delivers this message through this little one so that you would keep you mind open and alert. So that you would know with your heart the next thing that is right for your ascension journey.  Love everyone! Mingle and seed with the ones you feel connected and committed to life. Lust is not love. Be mindful about that. Stay pure with creation as thoughts and intentions. There is no wrong or right. There is only laboratory of life going on. MUCH LOVE FROM MOTHER EARTH!

Release and play with the new

Wow, what a morning has it been and it is only 10:11 am as I am starting with this. So much is coming up right now, mostly very pleasant stuff. And as it suits to this blog I am trying to deliver the message so that it would serve you reader in some way. Today might not be serious like it has been so often, but more to do with playful stuff. As you know my native language is not English so I am not able to deliver all as it is shown to me or as I hear it, but I do my best.

The first thing is the releasing. We have been doing that now for some time. For me it has been releasing very slimy past for about a week. Literally it has been so slimy, that I have though that I am not human anymore. Now that the things are shifting back, I feels so new. It is not just the decease that is leaving the body, but also the mental and spiritual aspect that have shifted too. The body feels lighter in every way, though my tummy is sore like hell. It is like I have done hundreds of  abdominal crunches. Some good about this flu.

The second thing is about releasing our pettiness. Have peace and a moment to see how you are about to respond. Does you respond come from programing? Does it make you feel less, irritated or triggered in any way? Release the resentment/anger/hate in a constructive  way. If someone is trying to trigger the passive aggressive or hateful behavior in you, acknowledge the trigger and find peace before any actions. You can master that. You know what you are, you don’t need to justify or please. Do what is right for you, know what is right way to act for you but try to remind yourself that the other human might not be coming from the same energy level as you are, they might have been triggered themselves earlier on or their might feel fearful for some reason.

The third thing about today seems to be doing with the energies. I am delighted to learn that this time we are in and after all of ascension it is ever much easier to go back in time to collect the good that we have left behind. This goes with the energy and with DNA. So today brings us a good news that we are allowed and free to gather all that is us back to our physical bodies to enhance our future time line.

This was all shown to me this morning, when I was listening to guided meditation. I was able to see the past time line (old meditation) as it was but at the same time I was already creating totally new experience, even more powerful. This has not happened before, so I was exited about the potential and it gave a thought that this could be beneficial to some other energy work areas as well.  As you might know I am all intuitive so I do not question or know how this will continue, but I just know it will. Energy and this method given will find some combination in the future to enhance us to fast track us again.

So I suppose, even this message seems like it is all about me is that I am trying to deliver the message that we should play with the energy more. We should not try to control where it wants to go or how it wants to present us of unfolding things. Just be light-hearted and playful. That is what we are asked to do in this challenging time here now. Try not to worry. Try only love the feeling and the knowing that your love power will guide you through. The guidance will get you where you need to go in a smoother manner than if you try to persist and have it your way. SO PLAY, PLAY! Use your imagination and feelings to create the fairytale of your life. Concentrate on light and good stuff and make the evil and dark energies to go far from your kingdom.

Much love and HUGE cosmic HUG to you all! LOVE YOU!!!

Divine she and he

She became the alchemy he needed. She took her hand on his chest and they breathed together, slowly coming to synchronized pace with each other. They shared a moment and saw the alchemical colors they needed to balance each others energy for this moment. This didn’t took more than just few minutes in Earth time but it felt like a month for them. Their heart rate became calm once again and they both understood that they didn’t need to perform anything to each other or no one else for that matter, They were just dragging down the high energy of love to this Earth so that humanity could do its work 24/7 within every timezone that we live in as humans. They did their small contribution to themselves and for the collective.

This and all other contributions we all do on a daily basis is all what is required. We think so often that we need to perform miracles or huge tasks and shows, but really most often it is these small contributions to each other or the contribution that you do to yourself to heal your issues. You giving up on things that no longer serve you. You become a miracle with these acts. You become a unique part of this shift that needs to happen for the collective. So go on, do your contribution whatever that is, however that is. You are love and you shine that love outwards. Your divine feminine and divine masculine seeks the respect within you. Nurture them both! Encourage the weaker to show up more to become whole again.

You are enough today! You know your truth and your chores to be done. Love yourself that is enough! That is all that he/she asks for.

There should not be shame upon Earth

Yes I do it and yes we all do it together, unknowingly and knowingly. It is so sad that we don’t realize that by doing so we degenerate our own potential to growth or our collective right to expand our abilities and potential. It is our history and our ancestral inheritance that makes us behave like that. Yet we recognize that we do nothing or worse we become martyrs and victims. We act like we could not change our situation, our potential, our circumstances. We are the ones, we are the change. It is our very own thoughts, our very own ideas that make the wheel to turn.

Then we see the huge task and decide to withdrawn, jump off for comfort, not realizing it is discomfort where the soil is best to growth. It is not fun and games, it is not pool party till the very end. It is lonely road to self discovery. Yes, we can walk aside with someone, but we must know it is our own responsibility to walk the road. This is all so very familiar to all of us, but yet we ignore it most of the time or till it becomes unbearable to bear the life that we live, to see the circumstances we have allowed to come into our life.

From my own experience and from the exchange of thoughts and ideas through social media ( I know I am not the one to write responses but to reflect those conversations within my loud mind) I have learned that all the shame we can bare within or reflect to others can make no change, but it is the inside learning and reflection that will make eventually the shame to disappear. So we have to turn the wheel on our own and this is hard to know, that you cannot give the task to no one else. Everyone has their own wheel to turn and if you are A FOOL to give your own wheel away, to trust someone so much, you are likely to get very disappointed in life. They will only create what is so called best for them, not necessarily best for you. To understand the path to self discovery is to know that we have to bare our own shame, our flaws and to make the change.

There will be time of sensing newness, which will feel like you are left with nothing in life to stand of or for. You are like a plank page on a note book that you just started. Rest in that. Feel that newness and start to smell all the fragrances around and take only what resonates with new you. Be sure as you walk to learn to say NO THANK YOU, for that is the most important phrase after thank you. Learn also to understand that you, me all of us are imperfect. We have made and we will make mistakes. ERROR EST HUMANE! Know this too that you are perfect and you are surrounded the people and circumstances that serve you best. So make mistakes, learn to laugh to your mistakes. Life goes on till your last breath. But for the collective sake do not shame yourself anymore. Do not see only flaws in yourself but see the whole you. See the creator and perfect you as well, the one that intuitively knows where to go and what they need for the next phase on their journey weather that be time off or dervish dance or hectic enthusiasm and passion to work with something or with someone. You are always guided and always presented the perfect solution weather you accept that or not.

The road is not straight, but curvy like that sexy lady. Yes I know how we are nowadays informed that lean lines and low fat percentage in the body is most desirable. That was the metaphoric expression only to make us consider that the most healthiest babies are born from mother that carry little bit for their child too. The body is intelligent, it knows how to survive and how to protect the unborn. Let us honor that nature. Mother Earth knows, the exact and right way to protect the life, by loving the things that cannot be seen. Mother nature also sends her love to all creation for she knows that is all to benefit her children to grow to their fullest potential.

I leave you now for his message has become the lengthiest of all of this blog history. With the message to give up on shame, whenever it lurks into your mind or onto your lips. We are loved and Divine. Everyone has a purpose and time on Earth, honor that and you will live in peace with yourself. LOTS OF LOVING HEALING FOR SHAMING ISSUES!

Thank you for coming to read this post! Bless you!

Powerful people

We get confused about the thing that we should not expect things. This is misleading us to think that we should live in the now moment and just flow. We should learn that by setting boundaries we give signs and expectations to other people. This is just as it should be. We should be strong enough to set boundaries to know what we tolerate.

There will always be people who will do whatever in their power to control and manipulate and if we allow this “mindless”flow within, we allow them to set boundaries and we start to live by their expectations and rules. This world is about power and if you don’t own your own power you will be leaded to what suits someone else. The very reason for you to become “victim” to moan about the injustice.

So in order to have power and healthy boundaries you need to step up and tell the rest of the world about your healthy expectations. It is within that we create the expectations not without or towards someone. Unhealthy expectations towards others are something we should avoid by all cost.

Know yourself and know what makes you happier. Give up on things that weight you down or make you feel less. No matter if it is someone close or a thing. Surrender to knowing that you are perfect and having experiences you need to grow unless you choose to stay stagnant, to settle for something that makes you feel like you are not enough or you should change. Pleasing is giving your power away.

It is natural, when we grow to lean on to peers and to find some set of rules or definitions to help us grow further but we should not cling on to them because by clinging onto we create only new kind of stagnant belief systems and paradigms  that we should avoid in the long run. We should only allow the flow and constant new settings and then let go of them when they no longer serve us. The mindful knowing that some belief or way to act doesn’t serve our growth anymore. This is to understand that moving on can create uncertainty and fear, still we should seek the unknown. We should understand that if we trust enough to our own power and our intuition we will get the teachings and teachers that serve our ascension. We should also understand that letting go or giving up means sometimes what we call losing. Loss is natural process of growth. It is not the loss and lack that we should concentrate but the coming of new that should excite so much that we would not cling onto lack and loss.

It is okay to grieve, that is a process too, but more like process that we allow. We should allow the tidal waves to come and do their work within.

So grow and have your healthy expectations and boundaries. This is how we find people that resonate with us. You push unhealthy relationships out of your space and let healthier new ones to come in. Come from a place of love to yourself! Lots of love from this little soul who writes these messages. Have a blessed day full of pride that you have the power.

Understand that knowledge is not always meant to be shared or timing might be off

I received a message yesterday about two people. I then came to question what I should do with this info. Should I share it with them? Was it just for me for my higher understanding? What is important about this and so on. The questions kept on coming to me? It was a whole day bombarding conciseness about how I should act. Finally I decided  to meditate to calm myself and to connect to my intuition. I immediately knew what was the purpose, how was it meant to be shared or not at all. That knowledge that I received relaxed me and calmed me. I was able to leave the message to be info to myself only.

So often we share info/gossip/perspective/haft truth or what ever come to our knowledge without a thought that what is it for that we came to know about something. This is so important that we would stop before our actions, that we would be mindful about things. Mostly it is our old ways to respond or share whatever that we make, damages others and ourselves. Because once you have said or shared something you can not erase it. For human mind it is luring and tempting not to stay put but to be fast forwarded. To leave sometimes things to unravel by themselves (divine timing) would be much more beneficial to everyone. Human mind only controls, wants to speed things up or think that some knowledge makes someone to change, but this is not so. Or maybe that was so in the old ways, but not anymore.

As we have ascended we have come to understand that what appears to be seen as with visual is only parts of this process. The “train” is moving on and there is a next physical already forming already. So if we need to assist someone, if we need to share or push someone to one direction, we will get the intuitive push to do so. There is always sense of peace and knowing that your actions are to benefit all of those concerned. As for my case this was not to be so, so I let the info silently to sink into my own awareness to benefit my peace and calmness about this particular thing.

So I would want to remind all of us to slow our actions and responses once in a while. To understand that train is really moving on even though we might not see what is coming next or why certain things have to happen. It is about letting go, letting things to flow with ease. Let go of control, let go of knowing how things and timeliness should look. Let go of judgment to the process. Just see the outcome that you desire, see the perfect health, see the perfect house, the perfect family situation or the dream job you would love to live. Follow and let things then come to you. They will most often not appear all at once as one solution but more like one stepping stone at the time. Learn to be patient! This is most important in your ascension.

Saying goodbye

How hard can it be? How this time slips away and the correct and most appropriate way tries to find its way to come out. Yet we try with tears in our eyes. Moment just past by and now that it is over we are saddened by the way we handled that goodbye, knowing that there is never an easy way. The goodbyes come always too soon, are inconvenient or harsh in some way.

We just have to grow thru this and we have to let go. Forget the past in some respect. Learning and knowing that this tiny part of you will always stay within. You were so diverse. You were silent yet loud at times. You were strong minded but so very insecure within. Your eyes spoke much more than what your lips ever did. Those kind eyes, that I know have seen so much.

Now that the moment has past and you went away, I wish I could only say that do not doubt. You have goodness inside of you, just let it come thru. You are so balanced and ready to fly, do not doubt that time has already gone by.

Is persistance serving our higest good

Today I see that even in some respect persistence is what makes us succeed, it can be very, so very toxic behavior. We persist on wrong people, situation, habits and so forth without realizing that this is in fact the very thing we should release before we are ready to move on. This has been discussed many times and it depends every time on different things so there is no general guide line on how to proceed, but word of giving a thought to reflect how you should proceed is the only correct path to find the solution.

You mature with your actions, so there is no wrong doing or choices made. You simply feel the consequences of your persistence or letting go. Observation should be made of how you feel according your actions and choices. The key to guide you forward, not how someone else is responding or lack or their response. So therefore self awareness should tell you more than outside information you get from those around you. Yes they reflect you but also their inner world. You will, learn to hear your own intuition, your own voice, how some response resonates with you or your actions. Listen to that voice and take actions according to that. So if your inner voice guides you to leave or leave some comment unnoticed believe that is correct and truth to you. Your emotional compass is your guide.

When negative response arises, be discerning. Take a pause and weight your response and actions. Your persistent belief that someone will chance or the situation may change can be true, but it can also take so much time that waiting might be endless. So live your life and let go if you feel like it. People who belong to your growing curve will catch up if they are meant to. Do not waste time on waiting. You can only be persistent on your own growing not other people or situations. This is matter of maturing. The more your persist the more someone will recede from your life.

This kind of phenomena happens all around, but more so on Twin Flame relationships. It is part of growing and maturing I know, but persistence and insisting on or expectations can be just what we need to give up, not to hang on. We only add up to our own hurt and add difficulties on the relationship. There might be time that we could come around with someone, but there could also be no such time in this life. It is all a matter or how each individual is willing to grow and learn about their flaws. As long as someone is persistent to believe that they have reached their full potential or they are now in the correct paradigm or they have shifted and released karmic patterns they step away from ascension. They start to act reluctantly on their own growth and start to believe something is nailed down. This is not so, there is no stopping ever anymore. Growth and ascension, moving up and learning is the only now from this forward. Those who persist on stagnation will automatically stay behind. They are so free to choose so, but that should not stop someone else YOU. So take you discernment on matters of your own growth, do not let it stagnate.