Intensified energies

Morning mood 

This morning has been busy so to speak so why do I share Grieg’s calm almost lullaby like melody here for starters? Well, as we have said it is all about the perspective you see things. You might see some event as a huge game changer but yet if you look at it from little further away you might say it didn’t even matter. This is my perspective for today. I try to stay in the now and allow this energy sweep through and integrate to collective. I do my part as I wish you do yours. We don’t have to write the history today or evaluate if this is a game changer time. Let’s not decide how the future sees this day. Let it unfold itself.

This intensity is however effecting to our abilities today so I would recommend to take one step at the time. It would be advisable too to drink water and keep on moving physically. Body can absorb only certain amount of energy at the time. So release the excess amount away.

There might be disruptions to electrical equipment’s so keep that in mind. Do not try to be all over the places or share everything at once. It might not be possible or you might lose some data. Just be discerning and enjoy it fully in 3D.

What comes to the higher self guidance for today, I would remind you of love. Share the love in all forms. Tell yourself how capable you are. Use some words of admiration. Tell to your now self how the future self have succeeded in every respect. Then expand this to someone else. Say kind and nice words to encourage or simply make someone smile. Be authentic and say only what you mean. You can use words like I admire, I like, I am honored, I am happy. You don’t have to say I love you if it is just a phrase. For many misunderstand or misuse this phrase. Love is a feeling that comes with no attachment. It is an expression, not the phrase that means give me something. We know this but yet we all forget it most so often. So give freely and wish that people would take example from your actions of love. Wish this from your heart and we will make the wheel turn.

Much love from me to all of you!

Learning about the past life truth and ability to understand how it plays in this life

How do you meet your past life history? I mean the previous life histories? How do you bare the thoughts what you have been without shattering and mental breakdown? This is what was revealed to me today and it was horrible. The understanding the events and the connection of events and my part in those events. Parts of masters and servants, enslavement and suppression. Even things that you might have killed someone are horrible. It feels like you are nothing else but evil or you have only shadow side within you. Yet you know in this lifetime you have chosen the opposite. So one might say there has been maturation process within this spirit. Maybe because of these past life experiences one knows now what it is to be in both sides of the table so to speak. The compassion level and understanding why is on a high level so you are conscious enough to choose more loving ways to act in this lifetime. You might find  healing modalities to suit you. You see the bigger picture from now on. You start or continue to heal all parts of you, meaning to say all multidimensional parts of yourself.

You might also want to deny what is shown to you. You say in your mind that it can’t be so but then when you reflect your this lifetime back to your childhood it all makes perfect sense. There is no denial anymore so you just pick yourself up and start to work. You expand the energy work to this part that you discovered. You expect the bodily resistance and physical symptoms to appear. You are prepared meaning to say that you don’t expect things to go smoothly but to enter a roller-coaster. But now that you understand you sit on a driver’s seat and you are in charge of the acceleration and use of breaks. You are not powerless so you take full responsibility of this lifetime experience, not making the same mistakes.

For me this was a revelation of my dark side and the misuse of power. As a twin soul I know my other part feels also revelation to his past life histories. I have noticed we have differences and I would like to remind him of this. We both have different interpretation of misuse in our history. So it is time to heal those shadows on our own. I will support you if you need but understand that my shadows need my attention now. The work is to balance the ways we communicate. To understand when to act, speak or when to let the other take responsibility (giving space and trust). The shadows are perfectionism, need of control, manipulation, betrayal, lack of authenticity. For each individual these vary and I am not the one to list or say anything of the other’s work. What I have listed here are general and maybe resonating to me in personal levels. So I hope my twin finds his own answers.

Huge work task once again, as it seems so often for us light workers. But we will find the purity of light to grasp and heal, to elevate all that we can and to show the way with our own example and work. To find new ways to do the work more efficiently. So even with the heavy heart and knowing what we know now, is to continue our journey. Grab the love power and collective love  shield that is within the Earth grid and also in the heaven (at the atmosphere of the Earth). It is there for to help us to heal. Giving us the needed power when feeling low, unwanted, evil, victim. The unconditional love grid and shield are eternal and they have huge power. Do not hesitate to connect to it/them in meditation or within some other forms of spiritual work/practices you do. Do it as often as you feel need to. There are many who do daily works to fill the grid and the shield on a daily basis. You can contribute to this grid or shield too if you wish. It is easy. Just listen to your guidance how it would be convenient for you. Little reminder though, do not give too much of your own power levels if you are not connected to the source. The grid will drain you if you only use your own energy. You need to be the vessel (grounding tool) to the source energy. In that way you will not drain your own energy but direct the source energy to those who need it. It is also important as a vessel to keep the highest and purest of thoughts while grounding these energies, because your impurity will “contaminate” the energy transmitted to the collective. Keep this in mind and have high energy and pure thoughts yourself as you transmit/share to the collective consciousness.

One more thought to add into today’s message. This is about envy and the blackmail I notice among us light workers. We want to know the ancestral roots and to be categorized (separated) again. The separation creates the feelings of superiority, hierarchy and many more negative and separative actions in humanity. It is good to know ones ancestries and to learn their abilities but we should be very mindful about  how we separate and form grouping with this information. We should be collective, we should co-operate and work for the good course of humanity. It doesn’t matter if one is not human but half humanoid. It doesn’t matter where the alien part comes as long as they are working in a loving and respectful ways to protect and heal the planet. We and they all have different abilities so there is no need to compare and separate. Collectively everyone’s unique abilities uplift and benefit us all. Humanoids are not superior to humans. The enslavement time is over. People know this and even if there were future kings or emperors they would respect and act with integrity more like servants to the collective. That is the power of love that we have shown them. The ones that still try to play mind games or enslave us are soon kicked out of this planet. They know this and seem to play mind games by trying to categorize and create separateness with fear and all negativity. Have pure thoughts my dear ones. We are same as God. Don’t be fooled again. LOVE AND HUGS!

What do you give back?

What is your contribution to the collective or to the well-being of the Earth? How consciously do you make your choses? Could you lessen the consumption of something? Could you take / accept  less? This does not mean in lessening your value or accepting some form of abuse, but more of actual consumption of the physical sense. How much is enough? What is the limit and how your limit correlates to the limits of Mother nature? This is not easy question but in order to contribute to the well-being of the future generation (your own offspring) you ought to think this. It is not anymore what it was in the 50’s we all know that. The measures we have to adapt are far more drastic than what was expected just a decade ago. The individual choses play a big role in the big picture. No action is a small one anymore, you ought to know that. Whether that is a choose of not taking action or ignorance (self-serving purposes). We are collective and we should act like one.

This is not a matter of your rights to consume or make someone else to pay for your rights to consume by forcing them to choose to consume less because of recourses or chances given to them. This is a matter of collective integrity and greed. You ought to know by now what you are doing. How your consumption whether that is your very own individual energy consumption (food, warming, etc) or more global one is affecting on all of us. Do you see the suffering of other species or suffering of future human generations? Does it knock in any way to your consciousness? Do you see that you turn the wheel with every choose you make? You ought to wake up now.

Then there is this other level of consumption. You know what I am talking about. It is the consumption of masculine and feminine energies. Is the other one within you master and the other one slave like? Think about that? You know how it is. The future Earth is not going to flourish with the ways that you play day-to-day. Your masculine energy is still slaving the feminine. It is slaving by its attitude for only playing pleasure. When I was talking about playing with new energies I was not meaning the old ways. This is just so frustrating to try to hammer. Come up here where the stars shine. Have it from this perspective. Yes, I know to manifest you need masculine energy too, but the creative and new is the feminine. The chariot is in control by not making either a slave or master. The feminine subtle creative force is nurturing and kind. It is not to have pleasure but to know that sometimes in order to really love you need to “sacrifice”. So your masculine energy with its understanding about how things should manifest and appear are enslaving to your own feminine energies and therefore they prevent the shift from happening within masculine. This is to say, that those who are not in balance, whether male or female in physical form should work hard to make the balance before the shift is able to manifest for themselves.

As it has been said many times it doesn’t matter with others but how you are doing this job with yourself. You should really see that being more feminine as male is not lessening your male charisma or value. This might sound harsh now but masculine energy is a workforce not the driver. The masculine energy is the mind, that knows how to execute tasks. The feminine creates in new and collective ways. The feminine takes into consideration these things I was talking about earlier (the future generations, the effects to nature and so forth). We need them both within. The new Earth is not forcing any male gender to be enslaved but to understand the good of all the humanity. See the bigger picture from higher altitude. It  is not living in the bubble but to concentrate on the decisions that benefit us all. The creation process is different now, all is different. You just have to accept that.

The males are equal with the female. The energies are equal but there is this understanding that must come to the light. We (as gender) and we (as energies) both have a role to play in creation. So understand finally dear masculine (energy and gender) that no one is putting you through what you put through feminine / females for ages. Yes you might feel shame and fear, now that you see what she has had to live because of your actions, but see this that she in not on a crusade to destroy unless you are trying to use your old ways. The feminine has put behind all those old hurts now. From now on she will only accept the clean and balanced masculine energy.

Work, work within. Know the love is forgiving and surrounding you within and without. Go with peace and learn to find it within you. Put down your sword. It is not the time to slay now, but to do the inner work. Have a lovely day!

Release and play with the new

Wow, what a morning has it been and it is only 10:11 am as I am starting with this. So much is coming up right now, mostly very pleasant stuff. And as it suits to this blog I am trying to deliver the message so that it would serve you reader in some way. Today might not be serious like it has been so often, but more to do with playful stuff. As you know my native language is not English so I am not able to deliver all as it is shown to me or as I hear it, but I do my best.

The first thing is the releasing. We have been doing that now for some time. For me it has been releasing very slimy past for about a week. Literally it has been so slimy, that I have though that I am not human anymore. Now that the things are shifting back, I feels so new. It is not just the decease that is leaving the body, but also the mental and spiritual aspect that have shifted too. The body feels lighter in every way, though my tummy is sore like hell. It is like I have done hundreds of  abdominal crunches. Some good about this flu.

The second thing is about releasing our pettiness. Have peace and a moment to see how you are about to respond. Does you respond come from programing? Does it make you feel less, irritated or triggered in any way? Release the resentment/anger/hate in a constructive  way. If someone is trying to trigger the passive aggressive or hateful behavior in you, acknowledge the trigger and find peace before any actions. You can master that. You know what you are, you don’t need to justify or please. Do what is right for you, know what is right way to act for you but try to remind yourself that the other human might not be coming from the same energy level as you are, they might have been triggered themselves earlier on or their might feel fearful for some reason.

The third thing about today seems to be doing with the energies. I am delighted to learn that this time we are in and after all of ascension it is ever much easier to go back in time to collect the good that we have left behind. This goes with the energy and with DNA. So today brings us a good news that we are allowed and free to gather all that is us back to our physical bodies to enhance our future time line.

This was all shown to me this morning, when I was listening to guided meditation. I was able to see the past time line (old meditation) as it was but at the same time I was already creating totally new experience, even more powerful. This has not happened before, so I was exited about the potential and it gave a thought that this could be beneficial to some other energy work areas as well.  As you might know I am all intuitive so I do not question or know how this will continue, but I just know it will. Energy and this method given will find some combination in the future to enhance us to fast track us again.

So I suppose, even this message seems like it is all about me is that I am trying to deliver the message that we should play with the energy more. We should not try to control where it wants to go or how it wants to present us of unfolding things. Just be light-hearted and playful. That is what we are asked to do in this challenging time here now. Try not to worry. Try only love the feeling and the knowing that your love power will guide you through. The guidance will get you where you need to go in a smoother manner than if you try to persist and have it your way. SO PLAY, PLAY! Use your imagination and feelings to create the fairytale of your life. Concentrate on light and good stuff and make the evil and dark energies to go far from your kingdom.

Much love and HUGE cosmic HUG to you all! LOVE YOU!!!

BALANCE: Receive by grounding but remember to give back too

Nature gives us plenty as in food, as in energy, as in wellbeing. I am about to focus on the energy part here. As we ground ourselves and receive wellbeing end energy to push through or move on with our tasks, we go easily on without questioning or saying thanks to Mother nature. We take it so for granted, sometimes we don’t even realize where the energy came from for the first place, so we will not share or give back. That is Okay, since Mother asks no returns, but we should know that if we only dump our “waste” to Mother we will find out sooner or later that there will be no positive or uplifting or inspiring energy left. I am just trying to point out, that there should be balance in what we do. We should not be too needy, too greedy, too careless. Because by sharing and giving back the good energy too we will learn that this good energy will amplify to nature and to the collective consciousness. So therefore next time you go to ground yourself think about giving back too. Say thank you silently for all the goodness you have received, the inspiration you got out of nature of cosmos. Salute sun like your eternal energy, that is keeping your life force and food supply strong. Remind yourself that without this ecosystem we couldn’t survive here. We are all parts of this. We play our part by giving and receiving. They should be in balance and that is our light-work mission no 1.

Of course there are days when you just have to go and say: Dear God/ Universe just let me receive what I need to survive today, to complete my tasks, for I am not able to give or even share anything. I am just so exhausted. I need those healing “hands” to hold me today. I need to rejuvenate today. Just allow me to rest today and I will prove again that I am able to do my part tomorrow. Allow then yourself to rejuvenate, without shame, without self-importance that your participation is required and therefore the lack of it will delay or harm the future events. Believe that there is always more than just one to complete and do the tasks. This mission will not fall if one falls. Everyone is needed, but no one is that significant that the mission would not be successful without the one. And let me remind you that there is no death to your soul. The energy will continue to do its job and its teamwork even after death. There are people and has always been who can talk and receive messages and guidance from dead people. When we all raise our vibration enough we will all be able to communicate with their spirits. The telepathy is there for all of us.

My message for today is to remember that we cannot only take, because that would make us energy vampires. Give silently. Give to Mother nature. Do not just dump and expect her then heal and be able to digest all that you have dumped. Give your healing to her. Learn to channel some of your universal energy to the core of our Earth. See the benefits on your wellbeing and those around you. See the plants grow and flourish, see the weather become more stable, see the happiness shifting in collective. Believe that you create now what you reap in the future. So do you only want to see the same old negative stuff or do you want to see us all flourish? That is the question of the day. You are able. You are the one making it to happen.

Love and blessings to you and thank you for reading my messages!

There should not be shame upon Earth

Yes I do it and yes we all do it together, unknowingly and knowingly. It is so sad that we don’t realize that by doing so we degenerate our own potential to growth or our collective right to expand our abilities and potential. It is our history and our ancestral inheritance that makes us behave like that. Yet we recognize that we do nothing or worse we become martyrs and victims. We act like we could not change our situation, our potential, our circumstances. We are the ones, we are the change. It is our very own thoughts, our very own ideas that make the wheel to turn.

Then we see the huge task and decide to withdrawn, jump off for comfort, not realizing it is discomfort where the soil is best to growth. It is not fun and games, it is not pool party till the very end. It is lonely road to self discovery. Yes, we can walk aside with someone, but we must know it is our own responsibility to walk the road. This is all so very familiar to all of us, but yet we ignore it most of the time or till it becomes unbearable to bear the life that we live, to see the circumstances we have allowed to come into our life.

From my own experience and from the exchange of thoughts and ideas through social media ( I know I am not the one to write responses but to reflect those conversations within my loud mind) I have learned that all the shame we can bare within or reflect to others can make no change, but it is the inside learning and reflection that will make eventually the shame to disappear. So we have to turn the wheel on our own and this is hard to know, that you cannot give the task to no one else. Everyone has their own wheel to turn and if you are A FOOL to give your own wheel away, to trust someone so much, you are likely to get very disappointed in life. They will only create what is so called best for them, not necessarily best for you. To understand the path to self discovery is to know that we have to bare our own shame, our flaws and to make the change.

There will be time of sensing newness, which will feel like you are left with nothing in life to stand of or for. You are like a plank page on a note book that you just started. Rest in that. Feel that newness and start to smell all the fragrances around and take only what resonates with new you. Be sure as you walk to learn to say NO THANK YOU, for that is the most important phrase after thank you. Learn also to understand that you, me all of us are imperfect. We have made and we will make mistakes. ERROR EST HUMANE! Know this too that you are perfect and you are surrounded the people and circumstances that serve you best. So make mistakes, learn to laugh to your mistakes. Life goes on till your last breath. But for the collective sake do not shame yourself anymore. Do not see only flaws in yourself but see the whole you. See the creator and perfect you as well, the one that intuitively knows where to go and what they need for the next phase on their journey weather that be time off or dervish dance or hectic enthusiasm and passion to work with something or with someone. You are always guided and always presented the perfect solution weather you accept that or not.

The road is not straight, but curvy like that sexy lady. Yes I know how we are nowadays informed that lean lines and low fat percentage in the body is most desirable. That was the metaphoric expression only to make us consider that the most healthiest babies are born from mother that carry little bit for their child too. The body is intelligent, it knows how to survive and how to protect the unborn. Let us honor that nature. Mother Earth knows, the exact and right way to protect the life, by loving the things that cannot be seen. Mother nature also sends her love to all creation for she knows that is all to benefit her children to grow to their fullest potential.

I leave you now for his message has become the lengthiest of all of this blog history. With the message to give up on shame, whenever it lurks into your mind or onto your lips. We are loved and Divine. Everyone has a purpose and time on Earth, honor that and you will live in peace with yourself. LOTS OF LOVING HEALING FOR SHAMING ISSUES!

Thank you for coming to read this post! Bless you!

What I attach my attention to grows

“I maintain relationships that I get strength and energy. What I attach my attention to grows.” These were the two sentences that popped up from the cards that I use to empower myself. So often they draw my attention to very important issues I unknowingly neglect or have a habit to sabotage. If I pick two or more cards the message will be slightly different what it would be if I picked up only one. Like today, these two sentences together makes me think other things than if it was just one.

To me they say that what I see on the other person or how I see our relationship is where it grows. It is not just the first impression but further on we tend to have these perceptions or assumptions that might not be even true. These false perfections grow within the more we feed them. This is so important to realize and stop, because you might lead yourself far worse or you both. We create while we go so we should not think too far ahead, and we should not stick to these first impressions or assumptions because they misguide us. We might even create some unwanted behavior on their behalf if we think negatively about them or their reactions.

Do not fear, cause you create more fear on your life. The more you think that something is wrong with you the more you will experience it. The more you fear that people will attack to you or hate you, the more you will get that. So even if you have no one who likes you or say it straight to you do not let the fear defeat you. Remember that self love is the key how others see you.

It is understandable that if you have had horrible past that it is not easy to let go of those horrors. I know myself. You just have to take steps and encourage yourself. Be happy if you get out of toxic relationship, or if you are finally free from abusive parent etc. Congratulate yourself often. Make it an occasion to dress up in new style, smile to your neighbor, do things that you would do to tell the world that this is great day or happiest day of your life. They might notice and pass on this good feeling that you shared, because they feel sharing too. You don’t have to tell the reason, just be mystic about your happiness for a little. Only share your feeling not the event or your fortune/abundance. World will join you and you create the ripple of happiness that can spread faster than you know.

Thank you for coming together with me today. Bless you! You made me smile. I wish you will now pass this smile on. Thank you!

Powerful people

We get confused about the thing that we should not expect things. This is misleading us to think that we should live in the now moment and just flow. We should learn that by setting boundaries we give signs and expectations to other people. This is just as it should be. We should be strong enough to set boundaries to know what we tolerate.

There will always be people who will do whatever in their power to control and manipulate and if we allow this “mindless”flow within, we allow them to set boundaries and we start to live by their expectations and rules. This world is about power and if you don’t own your own power you will be leaded to what suits someone else. The very reason for you to become “victim” to moan about the injustice.

So in order to have power and healthy boundaries you need to step up and tell the rest of the world about your healthy expectations. It is within that we create the expectations not without or towards someone. Unhealthy expectations towards others are something we should avoid by all cost.

Know yourself and know what makes you happier. Give up on things that weight you down or make you feel less. No matter if it is someone close or a thing. Surrender to knowing that you are perfect and having experiences you need to grow unless you choose to stay stagnant, to settle for something that makes you feel like you are not enough or you should change. Pleasing is giving your power away.

It is natural, when we grow to lean on to peers and to find some set of rules or definitions to help us grow further but we should not cling on to them because by clinging onto we create only new kind of stagnant belief systems and paradigms  that we should avoid in the long run. We should only allow the flow and constant new settings and then let go of them when they no longer serve us. The mindful knowing that some belief or way to act doesn’t serve our growth anymore. This is to understand that moving on can create uncertainty and fear, still we should seek the unknown. We should understand that if we trust enough to our own power and our intuition we will get the teachings and teachers that serve our ascension. We should also understand that letting go or giving up means sometimes what we call losing. Loss is natural process of growth. It is not the loss and lack that we should concentrate but the coming of new that should excite so much that we would not cling onto lack and loss.

It is okay to grieve, that is a process too, but more like process that we allow. We should allow the tidal waves to come and do their work within.

So grow and have your healthy expectations and boundaries. This is how we find people that resonate with us. You push unhealthy relationships out of your space and let healthier new ones to come in. Come from a place of love to yourself! Lots of love from this little soul who writes these messages. Have a blessed day full of pride that you have the power.

Learn rise up again, stop judging yourself

Today we are focusing on judgement. Specially condemning yourself is on the table. We take the stories other people tell about us, their judgement their lack of empathy. Then we grow into thinking that this is the permanent truth about us, that we are not able to change. We start to see these lacks within and make excuses, not seeing that it takes one foot in front of the other. One small change after another. Yes, I know change hurt, sometimes more sometimes less, but the truth is that it hurts. So we have to allow the hurt, the lack of motivation at times but after a fall and after some rest stand up again and start to move. The hurt will heal while moving on. It can be like stormy sea, but eventually the storm will settle, the tides will come smaller.

So learn to forgive yourself of your lack of motivation, your tiredness at times. Allow the natural flow of things, but never stay down there. Never allow yourself to think this is it. I am only this and that. Yes, you may have physical disabilities but they are not there to stop you but you to learn to work with them. And yes, you may have to learn that you have not loved your body as well as you could have, but you can do it now, from this day forward. Start to detox from everything that is making you feel lethargic, sleepy, lack of motivation. All the people, situations, food, habits, etc.. Investigate and make adjustments, small changes. Give yourself the love you are entitled. You only receive the love you give to yourself, remember that. If you feel disgust or lack, you only attract that treatment back to yourself. So learn to know how your body, soul and spirit wants to be loved.

Allow the love to come into your life from within and without. I love you all so much. Go with peace and knowing that we are all imperfect but perfect in that way we are. We are the work in process till the day we pass on from here, after that we will be only love and perfection, eternal as we already are her as well, but more complete. We just have to allow and understand that eternal is already here, we don’t have to wait. This is it! This is heaven on Earth and our collective love, we just have to allow.

So take it in!!! Rainbows and crystals to spark!!!!

Rainbow bridge to gates of Heaven is open

Rainbow is the theme for this day, so what to say about it? Well at first you could visualize rainbow within. Perhaps first on you core, your chakra/energy system and then if possible to expand on  all your bodies. And if this is not too wild then maybe even visualizing rainbow light into your every cell, giving you delight and love and nurture you need. THE JOY you have been looking from external event for so long. The love that you seek in within your every cell, ready to shine like the sun of fire of the phoenix.

So what are you waiting for little Sparrow? What is your excuse today? Don’t give yourself any today, but enjoy your full potential, the real you. Fly my darlings! Your wings are dry and ready to be spread. Sore like a phoenix to new sky to explore. You remember, this is nothing new really, you just have to remember, like riding a bike.

Be happy, be in the now moment. See the colors, smell the Earth, flowers, the rain the soil. All senses are at their full potential now. Don’t let the judgement of those still asleep to make you crawl.  Jump where you can, play like a child. Do not look back, there is nothing anymore you need grasp.

Make a new painting. Sing a new song. Leave negative self-doubt. Those chains didn’t serve you well did they? They are off, believe me. You can do this. Heaven is open!! Let’s go and listen to this choir of Angels now.