Shine your light and talk only if it benefits the situation

I got this message just a minute ago. They said in light language so clearly that the time of babble is over. We should cut all the nonsense talk or even old teachings (energy) right now. I know this was a repeated message to me, for I am slow sometimes (stubborn). This was also now message to all of us not just me anymore.

Look at what you are creating in your web sites or in general over all social media. If you are a light-worker now is the time to evaluate what is beneficial to our shift and who does it benefit. The truth is that most of what is said or written is still quite much the babble talk. We keep going round in circles, reluctantly letting go or releasing everything old. Some do the work faster than the others and I am not suggesting that this is a game or competition against each other but simply suggesting that one should really look closely how do they represent themselves wherever that is.

The light language message said also that our body/DNA and our brain function are now at works so keep that in mind if feeling sleepy, lethargic or having head aches. Take rest and dim the light and silence all the noise around you as much as possible. Take meditation practice seriously and make it a routine. If possible choose a certain time and keep to that as much as possible. Those of us who are twins might find this helpful. It will decrease the unwanted vertigo and other physical disturbances felt and shared.

Other times than meditation times it is advisable to ground yourself and keep your intentions as much as possible in your daily life. We all have different situation and whether we know our twin or not it is time to take the other into deeper consideration. The compassion, the subtle approach, the kind and tender gestures are the key to work together. Times of fast and instant gratification are over though it might happen once in a while we should drop the expectation that anything should happen. We approach or give and then wait, if the other is non responsive then we should do our practices if connected  with discretion.

Much love to you all in these turbulent times. Go with the flow and find peaceful moments to know all the work that you’ve already accomplished. Drop the blame, judgment and self hate, they don’t serve no one least yourself. You can only give what you have so love yourselves that is the way to heal the planet.

Your, Baba


Need to be separated, see the lesson in it

Separation seems to be the word of the day. From the place of separation comes blame, guilt, yearning, needfulness the feeling that we need outside energy or someone else to make us feel loved, accepted and whole. If we choose this energy level, we will most likely experience more separation, in this case our twin will run, we will experience pain, anxiety, sorrow, lack of understanding. We will create chaos within. We will feel like lost and panicked child, immature one, who is asking directions, and right answers etc. As I have said so many times, this type of situation is not helpful for yourself nor to any other around you. This is why you need to feel and experience “loneliness”, separation, lack of wholeness.

You need to realize that you have to drop these bags. You are whole. You are already home. Your yin and yang only needs to be balanced. You need to find forgiveness to yourself and accept the darkness that is part of you. The light and darkness as I said yesterday are the keys, and you need to use them both. As long as you search the power outside of yourself you will experience the lack of it because you don’t believe that it is in you.

It is hard for anyone to say that they are God, little less difficult to say that they are the images of God or God like, so why do we go to the lack mentality when all holy scriptures explain this Divinity. If it is difficult for you to use phrase: “I am God!”, then use a different phrase. Understand the essence of this phenomena, the Divinity of us all, for there lies the love that we seek so badly without ourselves.

We could then expand this feeling of separation and them leaving us behind if that is the case, only as a reality that we created in order to learn and understand fully, that the divine masculine/feminine the controller/victim the fulfillment/lack are the parts we need to accept both to create better future, wanted future. So my advice, a simple one, would be to do some self-love practice what ever that means to you. If you feel the lack of compassion, express the compassion to yourself. If you feel the lack of love, express the self-love. If you feel the lack of nurturing partner, learn to be your own nurturing partner. (This doesn’t mean that we would have to face all on our own or deny that we need assistance or team work sometimes. Through healthy relationships (friendships and those that we meet, sent to us) we can achieve our abundance we need when facing difficulties that we cannot face on our own.)

These divine relationships don’t count on needfulness, dependency, control but the count to serve when needed or being able to help. We give what we have. For example I have time, a lot of it, so I decided to give it to volunteering work from now on. This will then bring happiness and free flow to other areas and let me to be connected to those who might be able to serve me one day. Do not however count on that fact for it locks you to dependency and needfulness. In order to understand ourselves and situations we have to be observing and to be able to direct towards unconditional love, which is best described as non dependent love.

Heal your non acceptance and know that you are whole. Love and light with darkness and fear that is the only way we need to understand in order to be in full power, empowered and divine. Accepting this will increase your power to heal faster yourself. Those who are Reiki practitioners will notice the change of volume in healing. As we connect to the collective, we draw the grander force to our work. The love force will then manifest the highest potential and spiritual situation we need to experience. We will feel more love within and without (the euphoria, ecstasy, happiness, the knowing that all is well eventually, the peace)

Let us all feel whole today and this day forward! Much love and healing to you all!!

How would I title this one? LOVE MESSAGE, Grande amore?

I am asking the guidance, yet I know this is the one that I HAVE TO write with integrity, honesty, and pure heart.

You know that my love is pure and angelic. You know that I am not from here so to speak. My other part is always at the other side, so it is very difficult and consuming to try to live this physical life. You know that I have wanted to step through the veil. You say that you know me inside out. Maybe that is so. Maybe you think you know what I need to learn and I don’t. Do you see how you see me? Do you see the other corner? You like to mention that so often. Are you agitated from my phrases?

I promised you direct and honest view how I feel. I am pacifist what it goes to love. I think there is someone special for every soul, so I do not make a fuss and fight over anyone. It is true that I make mistakes, I am not remembering everything what I came here for. I believe that what I see in my meditations are messages that guide me to teach or to tell others. Sometimes those meditations are personal, not meant to you or anyone else. I want my privacy, it is so dear to me and for all of those who live in my neighborhood. So I resent gossiping and fights or popularity over hearts, over lovers.

I feel so much, but I am not putting enough effort. Is that what you mean? Do you think that I fear certain things over new relationships? I fear maybe, but I have lost too so I know I will rise after the falls. I always will. I love myself. I can do my silent service in full love what I do. You don’t see it is enough. I do not pray the way you would like me to do. My body is sacred and that is how it will remain. There are reasons you don’t know. There are lessons that I don’t want to repeat. I have hurt people and they have hurt me. My star sign says so much and remember it is cusp.

The pacifist attitude and purity are what I challenge. I am a high value one and if those values are not met, I am happy to walk with my self-love. My love for every human and plants and animals give so much. I am connected. I love every soul.

This one, my beloved is giving difficult messages. You push and pull. You are so uncertain. I hear so often you telling me that I am rushing and you want to go slow or I miss the point, that I am demanding and not giving. I hear what you don’t say. Your rejection, your hesitation and wish to find the grand love that would blow your body and mind all together. I am cruel one playing. Yet I am the most romantic soul I know in my circles. Brought to tears when saw the dead bee today, or loved tree fallen down by the storm.

The love is inside, but you play different game. We don’t see eye to eye. I am not making you say wows or bond you with burdens that are not your to carry. I do have a dream insane. I don’t believe that is true. I know you would tell me that what we believe that is the thing we’ll manifest. My soul loves and knows the dream is true. I am not setting the time in stone, but as I have always known certain things are not just dreams. They are just behind the veil to be manifested. Like the baby that manifested 1998.

So take the road you need to and want to. Do not play and try to make one jealous. That has never been the game one plays. I am happy for everyone’s happiness and every decision that one is able to make for themselves.

We are powerful. We are love and we deserve nothing less. So go with peace and do not offend, but read this with integrity. I love you my beloved as I love everyone else too. My love overflows to every happy ending, lifelong companionship people commit themselves into.

Learning about the past life truth and ability to understand how it plays in this life

How do you meet your past life history? I mean the previous life histories? How do you bare the thoughts what you have been without shattering and mental breakdown? This is what was revealed to me today and it was horrible. The understanding the events and the connection of events and my part in those events. Parts of masters and servants, enslavement and suppression. Even things that you might have killed someone are horrible. It feels like you are nothing else but evil or you have only shadow side within you. Yet you know in this lifetime you have chosen the opposite. So one might say there has been maturation process within this spirit. Maybe because of these past life experiences one knows now what it is to be in both sides of the table so to speak. The compassion level and understanding why is on a high level so you are conscious enough to choose more loving ways to act in this lifetime. You might find  healing modalities to suit you. You see the bigger picture from now on. You start or continue to heal all parts of you, meaning to say all multidimensional parts of yourself.

You might also want to deny what is shown to you. You say in your mind that it can’t be so but then when you reflect your this lifetime back to your childhood it all makes perfect sense. There is no denial anymore so you just pick yourself up and start to work. You expand the energy work to this part that you discovered. You expect the bodily resistance and physical symptoms to appear. You are prepared meaning to say that you don’t expect things to go smoothly but to enter a roller-coaster. But now that you understand you sit on a driver’s seat and you are in charge of the acceleration and use of breaks. You are not powerless so you take full responsibility of this lifetime experience, not making the same mistakes.

For me this was a revelation of my dark side and the misuse of power. As a twin soul I know my other part feels also revelation to his past life histories. I have noticed we have differences and I would like to remind him of this. We both have different interpretation of misuse in our history. So it is time to heal those shadows on our own. I will support you if you need but understand that my shadows need my attention now. The work is to balance the ways we communicate. To understand when to act, speak or when to let the other take responsibility (giving space and trust). The shadows are perfectionism, need of control, manipulation, betrayal, lack of authenticity. For each individual these vary and I am not the one to list or say anything of the other’s work. What I have listed here are general and maybe resonating to me in personal levels. So I hope my twin finds his own answers.

Huge work task once again, as it seems so often for us light workers. But we will find the purity of light to grasp and heal, to elevate all that we can and to show the way with our own example and work. To find new ways to do the work more efficiently. So even with the heavy heart and knowing what we know now, is to continue our journey. Grab the love power and collective love  shield that is within the Earth grid and also in the heaven (at the atmosphere of the Earth). It is there for to help us to heal. Giving us the needed power when feeling low, unwanted, evil, victim. The unconditional love grid and shield are eternal and they have huge power. Do not hesitate to connect to it/them in meditation or within some other forms of spiritual work/practices you do. Do it as often as you feel need to. There are many who do daily works to fill the grid and the shield on a daily basis. You can contribute to this grid or shield too if you wish. It is easy. Just listen to your guidance how it would be convenient for you. Little reminder though, do not give too much of your own power levels if you are not connected to the source. The grid will drain you if you only use your own energy. You need to be the vessel (grounding tool) to the source energy. In that way you will not drain your own energy but direct the source energy to those who need it. It is also important as a vessel to keep the highest and purest of thoughts while grounding these energies, because your impurity will “contaminate” the energy transmitted to the collective. Keep this in mind and have high energy and pure thoughts yourself as you transmit/share to the collective consciousness.

One more thought to add into today’s message. This is about envy and the blackmail I notice among us light workers. We want to know the ancestral roots and to be categorized (separated) again. The separation creates the feelings of superiority, hierarchy and many more negative and separative actions in humanity. It is good to know ones ancestries and to learn their abilities but we should be very mindful about  how we separate and form grouping with this information. We should be collective, we should co-operate and work for the good course of humanity. It doesn’t matter if one is not human but half humanoid. It doesn’t matter where the alien part comes as long as they are working in a loving and respectful ways to protect and heal the planet. We and they all have different abilities so there is no need to compare and separate. Collectively everyone’s unique abilities uplift and benefit us all. Humanoids are not superior to humans. The enslavement time is over. People know this and even if there were future kings or emperors they would respect and act with integrity more like servants to the collective. That is the power of love that we have shown them. The ones that still try to play mind games or enslave us are soon kicked out of this planet. They know this and seem to play mind games by trying to categorize and create separateness with fear and all negativity. Have pure thoughts my dear ones. We are same as God. Don’t be fooled again. LOVE AND HUGS!

Divine she and he

She became the alchemy he needed. She took her hand on his chest and they breathed together, slowly coming to synchronized pace with each other. They shared a moment and saw the alchemical colors they needed to balance each others energy for this moment. This didn’t took more than just few minutes in Earth time but it felt like a month for them. Their heart rate became calm once again and they both understood that they didn’t need to perform anything to each other or no one else for that matter, They were just dragging down the high energy of love to this Earth so that humanity could do its work 24/7 within every timezone that we live in as humans. They did their small contribution to themselves and for the collective.

This and all other contributions we all do on a daily basis is all what is required. We think so often that we need to perform miracles or huge tasks and shows, but really most often it is these small contributions to each other or the contribution that you do to yourself to heal your issues. You giving up on things that no longer serve you. You become a miracle with these acts. You become a unique part of this shift that needs to happen for the collective. So go on, do your contribution whatever that is, however that is. You are love and you shine that love outwards. Your divine feminine and divine masculine seeks the respect within you. Nurture them both! Encourage the weaker to show up more to become whole again.

You are enough today! You know your truth and your chores to be done. Love yourself that is enough! That is all that he/she asks for.

Is persistance serving our higest good

Today I see that even in some respect persistence is what makes us succeed, it can be very, so very toxic behavior. We persist on wrong people, situation, habits and so forth without realizing that this is in fact the very thing we should release before we are ready to move on. This has been discussed many times and it depends every time on different things so there is no general guide line on how to proceed, but word of giving a thought to reflect how you should proceed is the only correct path to find the solution.

You mature with your actions, so there is no wrong doing or choices made. You simply feel the consequences of your persistence or letting go. Observation should be made of how you feel according your actions and choices. The key to guide you forward, not how someone else is responding or lack or their response. So therefore self awareness should tell you more than outside information you get from those around you. Yes they reflect you but also their inner world. You will, learn to hear your own intuition, your own voice, how some response resonates with you or your actions. Listen to that voice and take actions according to that. So if your inner voice guides you to leave or leave some comment unnoticed believe that is correct and truth to you. Your emotional compass is your guide.

When negative response arises, be discerning. Take a pause and weight your response and actions. Your persistent belief that someone will chance or the situation may change can be true, but it can also take so much time that waiting might be endless. So live your life and let go if you feel like it. People who belong to your growing curve will catch up if they are meant to. Do not waste time on waiting. You can only be persistent on your own growing not other people or situations. This is matter of maturing. The more your persist the more someone will recede from your life.

This kind of phenomena happens all around, but more so on Twin Flame relationships. It is part of growing and maturing I know, but persistence and insisting on or expectations can be just what we need to give up, not to hang on. We only add up to our own hurt and add difficulties on the relationship. There might be time that we could come around with someone, but there could also be no such time in this life. It is all a matter or how each individual is willing to grow and learn about their flaws. As long as someone is persistent to believe that they have reached their full potential or they are now in the correct paradigm or they have shifted and released karmic patterns they step away from ascension. They start to act reluctantly on their own growth and start to believe something is nailed down. This is not so, there is no stopping ever anymore. Growth and ascension, moving up and learning is the only now from this forward. Those who persist on stagnation will automatically stay behind. They are so free to choose so, but that should not stop someone else YOU. So take you discernment on matters of your own growth, do not let it stagnate.

What is this talk about separation?

I noticed this morning that people feel separated from their beloved ones, people are sad and doubtful. I wonder why? I wonder is it more important to serve our purpose and do our work than to cuddle and snuggle and make love every night? I know how important it is to lift the energy up now but isn’t it so that if we give in to sadness, feeling of separation and lack we already give in to lower frequencies? I so wish we would all realize this. There is no separation, but only ego’s want and illusion. It is the lower energies that tries to separate and make us to believe that crap.

It is true that sometimes we need to “separate” to heal ourselves or go thru some storms on our own and our beloved may not know or understand this process, but that is what we do to lift the energy up again. Sure it would mean a world to have an ideal “partner”, who would support us and help us to grow thru our difficulties, but we can’t force anyone. If someone is not capable to support, we should let them be. On the other hand one might not be willing to ask support, it might be because they don’t realize they could get assistance or support or they are too arrogant and self centered. Whatever the reason, the other person is only allowed to help when recognized the need of help or the willingness to give help in some situation. So the lack of communication or silence is really a killer, the reason for the “suffering” of the soul and “separation”.

Sometimes it might be easier to concentrate on partner and lack of his/her attention than on your own issues. We put our own difficult things aside so we can have the victim mentality or moan about the lacks. The truth is that we can find support if we trust the universe to lead us to right person in whatever we are facing. It is not always the ideal partner, who is the best one to support us but maybe a friend of a relative or even someone else.

So the suffering is all about our own perspective and where we put our attention. What we give power to, grows within us. Are we willing to do the work ourselves or are we waiting to be “saved”? We are not chick-lings anymore, we need to find our own power and path. We need to understand that love means more than just the lovemaking or romance. It is not about giving and getting but willingness to give and acceptance to receive.

I wish from the bottom of my heart everyone joyful times and peacefulness. Collective is only as strong as you think you are. The more peaceful and confident you are the more peaceful the whole world will be. Then that means more peaceful path for you to walk and more peaceful people you to meet. So go blessed and peaceful, all is well and on it’s way to better.

The ground is so moist

Boy, did we had some thunderstorm last night. I woke up in an instant but was knocked down again very soon. I don’t know exactly was it true, cause all the dreams that I dreamed melted with this time and this illusion/reality. Me, who don’t often remember their dreams were living some sort of live show or movie so to speak. Anyway night went fine and I woke up refreshed, hope you did as well. I though doubt that considering last evening. Hope you are grounded and fine. Loving doves and soft clouds and rainbows are on the way if not yet there. (hah)

This morning was beautiful as it almost always is so I was inspired to take camera out to my flower garden. Raindrops and flowers, aah and aah. So moist and so warm (18 C) early in the morning already. Summer is here and so am I. Heh! Am I being too playful? No? I know, I feel. Lucky who or lucky us or lucky the whole damn world. Yes we are all so loved and blessed. Isn’t this all so amazing and colorful and beautiful? Some amazement and awe.

So the next thing that I did was some photo editing. While I work, I do listen some music. How come it was so convenient to have some Grieg clavier concertos like Hymn to joy. That is so up lifting, like a rainbow was I exited to do all editing. Then came Mika’s albums. Finally I did all editing and here are some joys that I found thru my lens. Hope you like them and feel the beauty of our Mother Earth and of course my loving tender touch, that is the same I give to everyone I am able to help or touch in any way.

Love you! Lets shine like rainbows and make brighter tomorrow for us and all. We got this! We can!!!!



Are we doubting ourselves again?

Yesterday, what could I say about it. You were doubting me and yourself. The thing that I am silent, the thing that you are not sure if my feelings are for real. You are asking for assurance of some sort. You are asking me to step forward in my divine power. Well let me tell you, my work behind the scenes is what you know and what you feel. It is all so real that you can feel, touch and sense it with every cell you have. So let me ask you isn’t that enough of proof of my work of my feelings for you and all of the humanity. My love doesn’t need words or assurance, it is a free gift and for everyone to enjoy.

Your self doubt and mine too at times it the reason for our separation. We don’t need that. We can and we are there in an instant, you know that. I LOVE YOU with all my heart. I don’t always approve your human ways. I do get hurt by some actions you do, but I know it is the way you need to grow. I do hope you take every measure needed to move on. I hope that you take notes when things are not going as you like and then take different actions in the future. That is my loving wish and prayer for you and everyone else too.

I wish you would understand my human side better tough. My physical side which is struggling sometimes more than I would like to bare. This week has been like that. I have took good care of myself. I have tried to surrender to let her help and let her make some effort here at home. Still it is so difficult to ask for help, because I know that almost everything is possible to put on hold till I recover. Nothing is really that important. We/I am safe. I know the table will not be empty when my time comes so I have learned long time ago to let things be on hold, if they are not critical. I wish you would see your life a little bit more like that too. There will always be things that don’t get finished for various reasons, there will always be things that we don’t understand but  that doesn’t matter. We are safe and we are loved. So go little bit easier on yourself today. Do not take the blame on yourself nor do not blame me or anyone else. Circumstances vary and personal situations can change fast, we can’t control them, not always even our own circumstances. So take it easy. Relax. I am fine and so are you. We go on from here separately and yet not separate. I will join when I can do that, but now I do need to heal my human body.

I love you! You know it. Please do not doubt it for a minute any longer.

To know your TF

You need to know yourself and you need to come from a place of authenticity. You don’t have to be perfect for they love you who you are, but there is no place for clouded truth.

They are demanding and they know/feel if you try to straighten the corner or leave meaningful things unsaid/shared. The way you treat yourself sets the tone how you treat them so they are monitoring you to be able to tell if you are “worthy” to know them better. Remember that they have their values and standards how they let people to treat them. You are no different from anyone else. Only by knowing your own values and owning your own power you are able to come forward.

TF is about knowing yourself and loving yourself as much as the other. Are you sure you love yourself as much? Have you done your work? They will not come to you and tell how they want to be treated for you have to realize it yourself. Do not come from a place of cultural mind or ego but from a place of heart energy. You know who they are by knowing yourself. They may have some differences but those are minor facts, human facts.

Is it the need to speak/communicate now? She/he has their abilities that maybe differ from yours so you just need to know how to communicate. When the channel is open, they are receiving. Sometimes they might be hesitant or unwilling to respond. Some are more within the angelic realms so they need to be contact more from that place than thru other ways. Our skill develop all the time too, so maybe later they can communicate other ways.

When coming closer it would be appropriate to ask if something bothers. Her/his love is unconditional, they will try to work and help the other one as well as possible. Most of us TF’s have some form of social media sites/profiles to make asking possible. Hiding is only a form of insecurity about the fact that one might not be sure if it is for them that they are asking. This can also mean communication thru telepathy, though it gets less mixed up than social media.

Love as partners is a different matter that love as friends and co-creators, that is also a thing to be considered. Higher self has planed this meeting and there might be other people to consider, specially their feelings, when opening and allowing this communication/co-creation. Therefore it would be ideal to know little bit more about the other person, but people are what they are. Most people are not authentic with this matter, which can be a impediment for co-creation. At least for myself kind of person. I have to know the proper protocol. Most people don’t care I have noticed. (This was just a side trail how I see things.) We have to respect each and everyone’s way, but it sure helps in the process when you know that you are not stepping to anybody’s toes. Now some people might say that all we need to do is think ourselves to know the wants and so on, but let me just say, that is the cause to the most of the situations we have lead ourselves in this world. The elbow tactics, the wants, the needs etc.

The TF is one thing and the love partner is an other. Yes they may be the same person, but then again they may not. You may daydream and visualize, but if the other (TF), is not in the same page to become lover then you are just making yourself extremely miserable. Therefore it would be so much more easier to set the protocol how you two are going to work, when you are ready for your mission. Yes there will be more lovers/real life partners maybe in the future, for we are setting a new template to  partnership, but this is a time of change and we need to understand that not everyone will be ideal partners. And even if TF’s would find themselves living under same roof, the road will not be smooth as it never is for lovers. We should accept that. Part of living as lovers means to deal with hardships, it is a way to learn and grow. My advice would be simply to take a bull by the horns and work thru hardship, learn to listen carefully and learn to speak when necessary for silence is a well known killer.

I wish lots of love to everyone’s journey towards their happy meaningful relationships, whether they are TF or other.